Friday, August 03, 2007
been watching Naruto lately. Naruto, like few other characters in e story faced solitude, loneliness and pain. some became stronger becos of it, some was consumed by evil becos of it... solitude... scary isn't it?yeah, i've been feeling it for sometime again. it sucks. haven had this feeling for sometime now. wth is wrong...is it wrong to wish for me to wish for someone to hold and call my very own?y does love bother me so much? i have my family, great frens, great teachers past n present and great colleagues. by right, i shld be having a gd life.even those frens tat i once loved, 2 became my best fren. wat more shld i ask for?but love does indeed leave a scar. it reminds u of pain of a broken heart, loneliness. it does...dun get me wrong, i've managed to put e past well behind. but i jus feel so lonely...behind tat face tat u seen smiling. be it at sch or at work. the full of nonsence guy at class or the super know-it-all guy at the Merlion (self-proclaimed btw). u guys whom r close to me shld now tat's jus a mask i wear everyday...Ha! so dumb of me. wasting my time. watching Naruto lately has weaken my mind but at e same time strengthen it. seeing how he overcome mounting problems and becoming strong motivated me. but sad to say, i ain't tat strong. i fall to solitude, to loneliness...Labels: the fall to the pain of solitude
She lives vividly in my memories
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