Thursday, August 30, 2007
12 more days to exams!it seems tat God wanted make up for the disappointment i had yesterday. which is the last BFS lesson. so guess who i met?haha! u're right. it's Snow White!unlike how i always happen to open my eyes from my nap on the bus and see her, today so somewhat different. when i alighted from the bus, she was already standing there at e bus stop. did God wanted me to take e initiative to talk to her, i wonder? but sadly, it wasn't. i looked at her, struggling to go ahead and say "hi!". but before i knew it, her fren came and "snatched" her away. devastated, i jus quickly walked pass her and into sch.i'm such a loser. y can't i jus be a man and go talk to her? Javien and Shirely must be mocking me behind my back. haha! i dunnoe how am i going to cope for the next 10 days. i won't be able to see her as no one goes back to sch next week. i jus feel so terrible! =(oh ya, i so dig this song playing rite now. it's called "xiao qing ge". dunnoe sang by who lehs. do u noe? let me noe can? pls pls? haha! * Sweet Dreams *SD: hi, u're "xxx xxxx" (Snow White's name) rite?Snow White: yup, and u're the guy tat was mentioned by Javien? SD: ya, haha! u noe, actually i...Snow White: ???SD: i... eh. i jus want to let u noe tat i...Snow White: yeah? SD: well, i... i kinda lik...*feels a kick in my butt and wakes up*Mum: OEI! time to wake up and go to sch!SD: arggh...Sigh! even in my dreams i can't express my feelings...Labels: my heart struggles
She lives vividly in my memories
6:24 pm
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
time to update! =)drats, jus had my haircut n i'm not loving it! cos my favourite barber closed early n i wanted to cut my long n disgusting hair real bad. so i went to dunnoe wat "express haircut" at BP plaza n e result? it's horrendous! oh well, jus have to wait to it to get long and get back to my fav barber! *sighs*thanks to some ppl in my class, Snow White* now knows tat i like her. drats drats! they even said it was a GOOD thing! arggh! now i can't even look at her from afar! =(yes, it's true i want to get to know her better! maybe be her soulmate one day. but sometimes, something beautiful should be left untainted... anyway, i dun have much chances to see her anymore. afterall, today was the last Banking (BFS) class! =( damn! y am i jus so shy?arggh! gotta find the motivation to study! exams are coming! *Snow White- who is a mega fan of Sun Yan Zhi- who loves the colour yellow, white, blue, pink & black- who loves swimming & badminton but can't do them well- who loves arts, drawing and singing- who proclaim herself as ordinary and not special- who study in the same elective class as meLast but the least...SHE who made my heart flutter everytime i open my eyes...Labels: Snow White, the horrendous hair
She lives vividly in my memories
6:14 pm
Friday, August 24, 2007
now at fren's hse using his com while he... repair and upgrade my com. so after all this repairing and upgrades, i spent a total of abt $300...this is wat i got:- free installation of ORIGINAL Windows software- free installation of other essential softwares recommended by my frens- a new motherboard- a new power supply unit- 2 X 512 mb ram = 1.0 GB ram @ only $100- no service chargeshaha! so happy. my frens all so nice. help me wif my com tat seemed like it shld be dead. now it's full of life and stronger then ever.i hope u have a good impression of me cos i really jus wan to get to know u better... sometimes beautiful things r jus meant to be admired from afar...Labels: tat sweet and simple gal, the revival
She lives vividly in my memories
3:00 pm
Sunday, August 19, 2007
the tribute...one of my supervisors left Sentosa yesterday. it was her last day. we surprised her after "Songs of the Sea" 2nd show and she was in tears. actually, i jus join in the surprise. she was very touched by all of us. but sadly, her biggest "present" from all of us was to be thrown into the sea. wat a wicked way to send her off! ;pDuty Supervisor Rahidah was once a IC at "Images of Singapore". she was the winner of some STB award tat i dunnoe and was soon promoted to a Duty Supervisor. though i dunnoe her very well, i could see tat she was dilligent, patient, kind and thoughtful. As Duty Supervisor, she was very approachable. she always wear tat beautiful smile of her whenever i see her. i jus wanna thank her for her kindness and guidance over the years.she will be remembered fondly by us.and i wish her all the best in her future endeavours."'thank you' is never enough"Labels: a tribute
She lives vividly in my memories
10:53 am
Saturday, August 18, 2007
to make it official, my com is dead...drats! tat means no more anime (bleach & Naruto), no porn (LoL!), no computer games and no MSN with Porky. =( =( =(i'll most likely have to save abt $800-$1000 for a new CPU. so sad, i might haf to forgo my thailand trip. =( =( =(to porky's blog post on August 14:i'm drifting away? haha! u tink too much lahs! haha! e only thing i'll be drifting is the car i'm driving when i'm playing Initial D. i noe we hardly talk nowadays but i guess we're both busy at e moment. and the biggest cause, MY STUPID COM! haha! n dino dun wan to disturb u when u're having sweet times with "u noe who". LoL! however, u may still beep me shld u require any dino love advice. it'll cost u 1 porky dollar for every advice. haha!
She lives vividly in my memories
11:49 am
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
jus watched Jay Chou's movie "secret". not in cinemas but on the net, thks to porky who provided me the link.however, tat's not e main point. the movie brings back memories...it's a movie abt love, music and the piano. sounds all too familiar. yeah, i rmb those times...the times when we first met and fell in love...the first time when we kissed and hold hands...the times when i had to support u from behind when u wanted to give up from your grade 8 piano practical exam...the time when i shared ur joys and sorrows when u were 7 marks(if i'm not wrong) away from distinction grade...yeah, i still rmb after such a long time...the movie's ending was a good one. jay managed to make it back to the past and was reunited with his gal.how i wish i could play the piano too. i would go back to the past and change everything...i wish...Gal: among all the gals u loved, where do i rank?
Guy: u have no placing on the rankings at all!
Gal: WAT!?
Guy: it's becos u're not number one.
Gal: ???
Guy: u're the ONLY one...
She lives vividly in my memories
7:49 pm
Sunday, August 12, 2007
i jus feel so down....i'm so envious of porky. her dream guy finally asked her for her number and msn. so happy for her lohs. it's not like always gd things can come so smoothly. hopefully, all things goes well for her... =)so sad, maybe she's giving me false hope. waited 1 hr plus for her to reply my sms. but she didn't. it's not her fault but at least she can tell me she's busy or sth. arggh. jus not in a gd mood now...i really wan to noe u better. i really do...Labels: fading hopes
She lives vividly in my memories
10:33 pm
Friday, August 03, 2007
been watching Naruto lately. Naruto, like few other characters in e story faced solitude, loneliness and pain. some became stronger becos of it, some was consumed by evil becos of it... solitude... scary isn't it?yeah, i've been feeling it for sometime again. it sucks. haven had this feeling for sometime now. wth is wrong...is it wrong to wish for me to wish for someone to hold and call my very own?y does love bother me so much? i have my family, great frens, great teachers past n present and great colleagues. by right, i shld be having a gd life.even those frens tat i once loved, 2 became my best fren. wat more shld i ask for?but love does indeed leave a scar. it reminds u of pain of a broken heart, loneliness. it does...dun get me wrong, i've managed to put e past well behind. but i jus feel so lonely...behind tat face tat u seen smiling. be it at sch or at work. the full of nonsence guy at class or the super know-it-all guy at the Merlion (self-proclaimed btw). u guys whom r close to me shld now tat's jus a mask i wear everyday...Ha! so dumb of me. wasting my time. watching Naruto lately has weaken my mind but at e same time strengthen it. seeing how he overcome mounting problems and becoming strong motivated me. but sad to say, i ain't tat strong. i fall to solitude, to loneliness...Labels: the fall to the pain of solitude
She lives vividly in my memories
12:48 am
