Friday, April 25, 2008
Fuck, Lao Sai-ed again. Fucking hell. missed work becos of tat. -_-"just wanna open up to you guys about some problems i had. well, i got paranoid lately and pissed someone off badly. some of you might noe who the person i'm refering to. and that person is no longer talking to me.this made me very sad. adding misery to the confusion i had inside me for quite sometime...i just wanna let that person noe that i'm truly sorry for what i did. and no sweet words here cos i noe it's not gonna work wonders. but in case that person forgets, there isn't much time left for me to play in this cold war. i hope to treasure the remaining time left...well, i'm not gonna contact that person for the time being. all my other girlfriends suggested i give that person some space to cool off. well, i agree. anyway, my sincere apologies to that person. lastly, would like that person to noe that i still miss her crazily, love her as much as i love myself and will still continue to do anything to make her smile...
The song that describes my current feelings best...How do i live without you (Trisha Yearwood)How do iGet through one night without youIf i had to live without youWhat kind of life would that be?Oh i need you in my armsNeed you to holdYour my world my heart my soulIf you ever leaveBaby you'd take away everything good in my lifeAnd tell me nowHow do i live without youI want to knowHow do i breathe without youIf you ever goHow do i ever, ever survive?How do iHow do iO how do i live?Without youThere'd be no sun in my skyThere would be no love in my lifeThere would be no world left for meAnd iBaby i don't know what i would doI would be lost if i lost youIf you ever leaveBaby you would take away everything real in my lifeAnd tell me nowHow do i live without youI want to knowHow do i breathe without youIf you ever goHow do i ever ever survive?How do iHow do iO how do i live?...Please tell me baby..How do i go on?If you ever leaveWell baby you would take away everythingNeed you with meBaby don't you know your everything good in my lifeAnd tell me nowHow do i live without youI want to knowHow do i breathe without youIf you ever goHow do i ever, ever survive?How do iHow do iO how do i liveHow do i live without youHow do i live without you baby...How do i live....
She lives vividly in my memories
2:11 pm
