Wednesday, April 30, 2008
Had PastaMania with Amanda, Sin Hui and Jasmine today. Creamy Chicken Penne is my FAV! =]
Den went to Vivo sky garden to chill alone. listen to this song playing on your speakers now as well as some Chinese love songs. got kinda EMO and thought of some stuff. thankfully, a call from Anthony severed my thoughts from my tortured soul...
Took bus home with Anthony. he made the long trip seem short with his endless supply of funny, weird and amazing videos on his Ipod.
2R again tml. but then again, what's new for me? Sentosa should seriously consider me as their Merlion shift 2R specialist. heh. ;p
Porky, i miss you. meet up soon k? you seem so busy with school and work lately. =[ PLEASE TAKE CARE!!!
She lives vividly in my memories
12:09 am
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
Went for Aikido class after work today. had to leave early at 5p.m. however, i only made it in time to bathe and rest for a slight moment due to the traffic jams during peak hours.Aikido class fun as i learned new moves today. "Kotegaeshi" which somewhat means hand lock or sth. not very sure. Sensei taught many variations but i only managed to catch about 3, which IMO is good enough for me at the moment. Kotegaeshi is often followed by a pin, in which the Uke aka "attacker" is faced down and arms pinned behind his back. Wee! FUN!Porky and i seem to somehow dissolve our quarrels and we started talking again. =]and i'm gonna work all the way till Saturday and my off day on Sunday will be used for a short trip to JB. mainly for me to go there to eat cheap but delicious food while Henry and CN do their stuff tat they wanted. Porky might come too. if her mum allow that is. haha! Auntie! dun worry, Dino here can protect ur daughter de! wahaha! i'm starting my nonsense again...kk, working 2R in a few hours time. GTG slp already.Till then, TATA!and Porky forgot to say gd nite to me before she logged off MSN. Evil pig. Heh.
She lives vividly in my memories
12:56 am
Friday, April 25, 2008
Fuck, Lao Sai-ed again. Fucking hell. missed work becos of tat. -_-"just wanna open up to you guys about some problems i had. well, i got paranoid lately and pissed someone off badly. some of you might noe who the person i'm refering to. and that person is no longer talking to me.this made me very sad. adding misery to the confusion i had inside me for quite sometime...i just wanna let that person noe that i'm truly sorry for what i did. and no sweet words here cos i noe it's not gonna work wonders. but in case that person forgets, there isn't much time left for me to play in this cold war. i hope to treasure the remaining time left...well, i'm not gonna contact that person for the time being. all my other girlfriends suggested i give that person some space to cool off. well, i agree. anyway, my sincere apologies to that person. lastly, would like that person to noe that i still miss her crazily, love her as much as i love myself and will still continue to do anything to make her smile...
The song that describes my current feelings best...How do i live without you (Trisha Yearwood)How do iGet through one night without youIf i had to live without youWhat kind of life would that be?Oh i need you in my armsNeed you to holdYour my world my heart my soulIf you ever leaveBaby you'd take away everything good in my lifeAnd tell me nowHow do i live without youI want to knowHow do i breathe without youIf you ever goHow do i ever, ever survive?How do iHow do iO how do i live?Without youThere'd be no sun in my skyThere would be no love in my lifeThere would be no world left for meAnd iBaby i don't know what i would doI would be lost if i lost youIf you ever leaveBaby you would take away everything real in my lifeAnd tell me nowHow do i live without youI want to knowHow do i breathe without youIf you ever goHow do i ever ever survive?How do iHow do iO how do i live?...Please tell me baby..How do i go on?If you ever leaveWell baby you would take away everythingNeed you with meBaby don't you know your everything good in my lifeAnd tell me nowHow do i live without youI want to knowHow do i breathe without youIf you ever goHow do i ever, ever survive?How do iHow do iO how do i liveHow do i live without youHow do i live without you baby...How do i live....
She lives vividly in my memories
2:11 pm
Thursday, April 24, 2008
just came back from my midnight jog. from today onwards, i'll try to go for a run everyday after work. if i do morning shift, i'll run after work. if evening shift den i'll run at midnight. OOSH!
and just look at this picture. what the hell is that!? let me tell you, it's a God damn rat! Merlion is infested by all kind of rodents. a few days back was bees. den today i see rats. arggh! disgusting. gonna call EC tml and scream at them. haha!
She lives vividly in my memories
11:59 pm
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
CoNfUsIoNi'm getting confused again. this feelings sucks. i fucking hate it.am i tinking too much again or is it her attitude tat was responsible this time. i seriously dunnoe. wanted to reply a "whatever" but i dun really want to escalate the whole matter.fucking hell, i'm going to be late for work. heck, fucking no mood. FUCK IT LAHS! *screams!*
She lives vividly in my memories
9:28 am
Sunday, April 20, 2008
ok, i know you guys missed me. so i'm back.i'm sorry tat...1) no blog entries for my 21st Bday and my Bangkok trip.2) i tink i've lost interest in blogging already.haha! anyway, i wun completely abandon this blog lahs. it still holds many memories for me...anyway, just wanna talk about some random stuff...1) WORKdue to some re-shufflement of staff by the Manager, it has caused many to be upset and thus, 3 have immediately resigned. 1 which i've known quite well. i tink it's kinda rash of them to do such a thing. but i guess this is life and we all must live by the decisions we make.and this 3 resignations will in fact affect me in my work. which i will not elaborate as the person intended might see it and thus cause complication.2) PORKYyes, this section is all about her. i really hate to say this but i'm so addicted to her. to the point tat i kept SMSing her to meet up despite PORKY being busy with school and work and putting our pictures on my phone screensaver and wallpaper. i'm going GAGA over her. haha!but i hope that time will keep still so tat i'll just a little more time to spend with her. a little more time to tell her she's wonderful in various ways. a little time to crack more jokes so tat her mouth will bend in a postive manner called a SMILE.hopefully time will stand still cause i dread the day i'll really have to leave her becos of... *look below*3) National Servicearggh, NS sucks. i'm gonna spend 2 years in the jungles. and thus missing out on all the fun with frens, family and PORKY.but it's also said that it'll make me into a MAN!so mixed feelings for me...4) Aikidohehe. guess wat? i'm learning Aikido. a Japanese Self-Defense martial arts. will be having my 2nd lesson tml. EXCITED!!! =]Till next time, see ya!
She lives vividly in my memories
8:52 pm
Wednesday, April 09, 2008
Coldnessyou might ask why am i behaving so cold and irritated towards you?reason being?simple!cos you're no longer the person i thought i know. and to be simply honest, i'm sick of you right now...
She lives vividly in my memories
2:34 am
Tuesday, April 08, 2008
Times in BangkokOn the flight Tr108 we flew,to the land of the thousand smiles.The times i had, the experiences i held in my heart and memory,i will not forget.It'll be fatal to reveal my feeling,so i hold on to them feelings.Smiling deeply to myself,when i look back fondly on those memories.On the flight TR109 we flew,back to the sunny island i call home.Where everything started,where everything ended too...n yeah, if i have time and the urge to blog abt my trip, i might blog abt it. anyway, pics going up on my Friendster and Facebook account real soon so keep a look out! =]
She lives vividly in my memories
2:28 am
