Friday, March 28, 2008
i need to vent all my frustrations, a little of anger and confusion n i'll just do it here. if u dun understand a damn thing. just shut up n read. dun ask a damn thing.i rarely get angry but this happens to be a rare time. pls bear wif me.yeah, u'll ask y? damn, i wish someone can answer tat for me. * sometimes i really feel if i'm really too nice. ppl tend to step all over me or take me for granted. sometimes i feel tat all my hardwork is not being recognized be it at work or personal life. i just wanna be a nice guy, make my frens happy so tat in turn, i'll be happy too. y is tat so bloody hard? tell me?y is it tat someone whom i trust, treasure and at one point in my life tat i loved cannot understand and trust me? y can't the person understand the pains i had to go thru to make things work out? y can't the person just give me a little trust that i'll get the matter settled? y keep saying "my fren this my fren tat"? i'm not saying ur fren is wrong for goddamn sake but at least jus show me some trust can?i had a rather gd few days lately and i dun wish for my happy times to be ruined like tat. i'm still the happy guy who u can talk to and have fun with. but my strength has a limit and i really wan to scream and shout to vent all this crap outta my heart but it's 1.30 a.m already. so i can't do tat.i'm just so fucking tired trying to be superman everyday. i feel like crying cos it's really goddamn frustrating becos i just wan everything i do to have a pleasant ending but somehow it just keep falling apart...Disclaimer: i'm not referring to any specific person and all this crap u've just read was all my ranting. thank you for your patience and understanding for reading thru this shit.ONCE again, thank you all.
She lives vividly in my memories
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