Saturday, March 29, 2008
damn... look at the time nowto be real honest here, i can't slp. i got alot of things on my mind tat's causing to toss and turn in bed.it's 3a.m and i'm supposed to wake up at 6a.m for work. i just bloody cannot slp.n i guess it'll just be another rough day at work.well, i guess i'll just go ad play games till it's time to be ready for work.fucking hell...
She lives vividly in my memories
3:00 am
Friday, March 28, 2008
i need to vent all my frustrations, a little of anger and confusion n i'll just do it here. if u dun understand a damn thing. just shut up n read. dun ask a damn thing.i rarely get angry but this happens to be a rare time. pls bear wif me.yeah, u'll ask y? damn, i wish someone can answer tat for me. * sometimes i really feel if i'm really too nice. ppl tend to step all over me or take me for granted. sometimes i feel tat all my hardwork is not being recognized be it at work or personal life. i just wanna be a nice guy, make my frens happy so tat in turn, i'll be happy too. y is tat so bloody hard? tell me?y is it tat someone whom i trust, treasure and at one point in my life tat i loved cannot understand and trust me? y can't the person understand the pains i had to go thru to make things work out? y can't the person just give me a little trust that i'll get the matter settled? y keep saying "my fren this my fren tat"? i'm not saying ur fren is wrong for goddamn sake but at least jus show me some trust can?i had a rather gd few days lately and i dun wish for my happy times to be ruined like tat. i'm still the happy guy who u can talk to and have fun with. but my strength has a limit and i really wan to scream and shout to vent all this crap outta my heart but it's 1.30 a.m already. so i can't do tat.i'm just so fucking tired trying to be superman everyday. i feel like crying cos it's really goddamn frustrating becos i just wan everything i do to have a pleasant ending but somehow it just keep falling apart...Disclaimer: i'm not referring to any specific person and all this crap u've just read was all my ranting. thank you for your patience and understanding for reading thru this shit.ONCE again, thank you all.
She lives vividly in my memories
1:19 am
Monday, March 17, 2008
they asked me: "Wat present do you want for your 21st birthday?"well, i jokingly said i wanted a gal. although most replies by me were made for fun. deep down i actually meant it.a gal who's simple in mind and in the heart. someone whom i can share all my life and secrets with. someone who i can always show my ugliest side to and she'll do the same too. someone who can make me smile by just looking at her SMS, by just looking at her and just simply the thought of her.and now i'll just take the easy way out, that is to walk the distance alone. 
oh a brighter side, Zi Lin just told me a gal actually complimented that i'm actually quite handsome lehs! wahahaha! too bad she can't rmb who that gal was. it was...SHOCKING...
She lives vividly in my memories
2:13 am
Saturday, March 15, 2008
something comical happened to me today at work. yes, my lunch was stolen! it just spoils my day. wat a load of bullshit! this is wat i wrote to that asshole who took my lunch. pls click to enlarge to read.
and yesterday a snake came to Merlion. unfortunately, Gautha killed the snake. just look at the blood! click and enlarge the picture! gross!
She lives vividly in my memories
11:59 pm
Sunday, March 02, 2008
FINALLY!!!i was able to meet Porky for a drive out for dinner! went to Bukit Timah area to eat after my work.PICTURES!
Jus look at e delicious and mouth-watering food!
Heh! Porky's driving skills not bad lehs. but need some improvements ar! and look at e 3rd pic. she got ghostly hand! ARGGH!!! *Runs away*
She lives vividly in my memories
11:45 pm
jus wanna blog awhile b4 i sleep.2 weeks back, Alvin and my IC Richard talked to me abt getting a contract from Sentosa. but i decided not to take up e offer. cos i called CMPB to ask e date of my enlistment and they couldn't give me e answer. so i guess i'll take e wise road and jus continue working part time. i dun wanna risk any complications.n yeah, i'll be going to Bangkok again during 2-7 April. e preparations were a little tough but i'll work hard so that i can make my dear Porky feel like a princess there. oh yes, did i forget to tell u Porky is coming along too? hell yeah! n probably our first n last trip together in a positive way... i hope i dun sound like i'm cursing.my bball court was torn down a couple of weeks ago. kinda sad as memories of me working my game flowed through my mind. well, we'll most prob relocated to Zhenghua CC to play. or i could always head down to Bukit Panjang CC to play myself, shoot some hoops. and i'm starting to love swimming again. jus tat exams r coming n i dun really have time for tat.there's a new gal at work called Yong Yong. we all call her Ah Yong. it's my 2nd day seeing her n we had a little chat. she's damn cute man! haha! enjoyed talking to her. oh yeah, she taught me a little ballet too! now i noe y she's always tip toeing. but she's learning Modern Dance i tink. yeah.~RaNdOmS oF mA LiFe
She lives vividly in my memories
2:47 am
