Monday, November 12, 2007
everyday, i'll feel so hot after work. i guess i've been pushing myself too hard. but no choice, i need e money. my body lately hasn't been in gd condition. Sore thoart, stomach aches and aching legs. no matter wat, i'll always give myself a pat on e back for a job well done everyday. heh!for the past 2 days, have been training this new staff Valerie. she's 17, short and kinda cute. she picks things up fast and tat makes a sick guy's job much easier. haha! but she always seem to speak too fast! must make her work on tat. hopefully she'll turn out to be a gd staff so tat e ICs and Duty Sups will give me more "trainer" positions and tat EQUALS to $7 per hour! YEAHS! haha!sometimes i wonder y i bother to get jealous. we're worlds apart and u jus dun like me. y do i bother so much? i noe i care abt u but i really wan to stop cos IT'S GETTING NOWHERE! i seriously wan to stop wasting my time. i shld really stop bothering myself becos of this crap. i got more to say but u might jus read it. so i'll jus shut up. i'll keep everything in my heart n suffer alone...
She lives vividly in my memories
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