Tuesday, October 23, 2007
my teacher once said to my class during Public Relations class:
" in ur future working life, be either outstanding or be a absolute loser/ruthless. it's becos being ordinary or average will not get u anywhere. "
it made ponder abt my work this few days. well, to be honest, i used to tink i was e best at work. becos i'm sort of being like the "being there, done tat" type of employee. be it getting compliments from guest, being a stand-in IC, doing Guided Tours or even doing Service Host. i've done all tat n i tink tat there's hardly anything left for me to accomplish...
so i thought of qutting my job n getting a new one as e current one does not seem to provide tat "kick" anymore. another reason could be tat i'm getting complacent. well, tat's a maybe. and perharps i'm jus lazy to run ard either as SH or doing GTs.
i was tinking tat i'm right until my teacher told me e abv quote from himself. it made me stop n tink.
" so wat if i'm e best or used to be e best? "
" is stepping back n let others shine right? "
seriously, i dunnoe. i'm really not saying i'm so DAMN gd but i'm certainly not e worse. neither am i trying to be show tat i'm conceited.
i jus find tat i no longer have any goals in my life!
where did all my goals, my wants and my desires go?
like how i used to desire a gf, wanted to be e best soccer/bball player in my sch and how i wanted this n tat...
where did it all go?
well, tat aside. i tink i'm going to apply for bike license. reasons being tat i'll most prob need a cheaper form of transport when i graduate and finish NS. no more student rate already ok! haha!
so wat do u tink? shld i or shld i not take bike lessons? leave me a tag alrighty? thks.
She lives vividly in my memories
11:57 pm
