Tuesday, July 10, 2007
no complaints, no self-praise, no whining, no...today, i jus wanna reflect on some of the things i've done in my 20 yrs of life. some gd, some bad... jus some thoughts of wat might be...i wonder if i've studied hard during my sec sch days, where wld i be now? perhaps in poly? or maybe even JC. ha! now i've to plan for my future wif my mum in mind. 2 freaking yrs in e army is not gonna help much. i wonder if i've not given up my basketball for Joyce, where wld i be now? i've seen some of my frens step up to e senior team at Eng Tat Hornets. if i didn't gif it all up, maybe i wld haf been able to play. wat a pity...i wonder if i had been more mature and better at controlling my temper, wld Joyce and i be still together? but then again, her little affair wif Jefferson was a tad too much... i was proven right countless times... oh well...i wonder if i haven spent close to $1000 on arcade games in e past, wld i haf been able to go for a make over and become a hunk? haha! kidding lahs. but if tat money haf been used for other things in my life, wat wld haf been e effect on me? maybe i cld haf gone overseas for holidays more often? hmmm...i wonder if i manage control my heart, will i haf been able to live my life happily? wld i haf been able to go on n achieve more in life? really makes me wonder...life's indeed a wonder...Labels: reflections
She lives vividly in my memories
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