Monday, July 30, 2007
Sunday:Work today was satisfying but yet disappointing...well, today's operations was rather smooth. and i was asked by Amir to do e monthly report today. luckily i got e previous month's report. cos i edited the format and thus i can do it faster. n it was indeed faster. i finish e report in like one day lohs. to be exact, a few hours. very happy!but...jus after e finish of e report, i went out n resume service. little did i noe wat's in stored for me. i was fucked by the tour guide for something which wasn't my fault sia. spoilt my day lohs. she happens to be one of e guides who were on very friendly terms wif me. arggh! jus a good n bad day.to e guys i made my promise:i tried but i jus can't do it. i wanted to say "hi" in the morning but she turned away. wat can i do? i talked to her abt work and she replied in a cold tone. only when she needed help, then her tone improved. so now, wat do u wan me to do. i tired to do wat u guys wan willingly but sad to say e response isn't there...so forget it, no more such rubbish anymore...
She lives vividly in my memories
12:35 am
Sunday, July 29, 2007
this is my "2 in 1" blog entry. LoL!Friday:hehe! went out wif porky to do sth. but due to some problems, i tink i better not say wat we do. but we didn't do anything stupid lahs. i also dunnoe how to explain. haha!some pics...
met up wif porky and from the smile from our face. u noe it's a great day ahead! =)
hmmm, i dunnoe wat e hell porky is trying to do by taking candid pics of me looking away... 
Wahaha! the soya bean milk i'm holding is a present form porky cos i "helped" her. or tat's how she said it was... hehe!
haha! porky was offering her nice bean curd to me but i was like "WAT! I'M SUPPOSED TO EAT SOMETHING TAT A PIG ATE!?" LoL! ;p
but as u see, the bean curd was nice lahs. i was enjoying so much tat i didn't notice porky taking my picture like after 2, 3 times. Ha!
oh ya, before i forget to say this... PORKY, I SO LOVE UR NEW BLACK HAIR! feels jus like back in our old secondary school days! =)Saturday:well, work was fun but tiring. there're lots of Ups and Downs. Ups:- getting to check our some pretty gals from other countries. Japanese and Koreans in general. birthday wish for next year, "may i have a kawaii Japanese as my gf?" haha!- erms, a certain someone from a certain retail shop in Sentosa got my hp number from me. while, i tink she's kinda cute. but oh well, God shall decided...Downs:- a tour guide tried to play cheat wif me. NO NO! not in my house!- the endless crowds- my sore feet- tat gal didn't msg me after getting my number. =( =( =(yeah, i promised Zi Lin and Amir tat i'll be nice to someone. but i'll make it real clear, i'll only do tat if she's nice first.
She lives vividly in my memories
12:33 am
Monday, July 23, 2007
YAYS! GOT MY NEW MONITOR!it's a LG 19 inch wide screen LCD monitor @ only $299. i tink it's quite a bargain lahs. cos e rest cost like $300 plus onwards. plus i got a 2GB thumbdrive at $33.90. NOT A BARGAIN COS I COULD HAF GOTTEN E SAME ONE AT $30! =(with tat, i can finally chiong finish my projects! WAHAHA! =)love working at Merlion, Sentosa. jus love it.you shouting "Green Tea" at me wasn't cute. and your presence certainly did not brighten things up. tat's why i ignored you. if you forgived me, i'll thank you for it. but as far as things go, it'll stay this way. nothing will change. i'm sorry, this is how i will behave to make myself feel NOTHING for you. i'm sorry, it has to be done. it's because i've fallen in love with the wrong person...
She lives vividly in my memories
11:14 pm
Sunday, July 22, 2007
OMGdidn't blog for like sometime. was sick for abt a week lohs. arggh. FEVER @ 39 degrees. after recovering from tat, got flu, stomach ache and rashes on my neck! anyway, i'm blogging from e lan shop near my hse. my COM Monitor broke down. arggh! i wonder how i'm going to do project work! =(oh ya, harry potter, order of e phoenix was nice. rumors of e last book said tat harry's gonna die? haha! i wonder how...kk. gtg. top of my wishlist, a new LCD Monitor! =(
She lives vividly in my memories
2:00 am
Thursday, July 12, 2007
studied at MOS Burger at BP Plaza jus now. then met up wif Porky. gave her the "surprise" which i told her abt. her reaction is totally wat i expected cos it was really cute! it's acutally a hand puppet in a form of a pig. haha! then porky start her nonsense already. using the puppet to bite me! Ouch Ouch! =)then on e way hm, 2 china gals freaked me out man! i was walking behind them, then one of the gals pulled her aside. i was like "huh? for wat sia?". anyway, i walked past them and continued at normal pace. then e weird thing started. they suddenly increased their speed n walk past me. i didn't really take note and jus kept on walking. due to e fact tat i got long legs, i overtook them again. then guess wat, they overtook me again! i was like "WTF ladies!". then once again, due to my long legs n at normal pace, i overtook them once again. and this time, i increased my speed n walked off. WTH man, weird ppl.omg, also wanna talk abt bleach. got bored this few days and decided to watch Bleach Manga on Youtube. OMFG, it was exciting! Aizen ordered 4 Espadas to distract the Death Gods and kidnapped Inoue! apparently her powers attracted Aizen! when tat happened, Ichigo decided to go Heco Mundo to rescue her. then Chad and Ishida joined him. omg, both of them leveled up man! chad got a powerful shield on his right hand while his powers evolved his left arm into "diablo", a offence-based arm. "diablo" stopped a ex-Espada's Cero with relative ease! but he soon got beaten down by the No.1 Espada. Ishida on e other hand, regained his powers and got a brand new powerful bow tat can shoot 1200 times at max! later on, he "borrowed" a sword from his father. it's powerful lahs. ok, u must be tinking i'm crapping but for all bleach fans out there, u'll noe e story soon when e anime shows. plus there're so much more tat i didn't say. omg! it's jus so exciting!!! can't wait for e anime to be released!kk, back to my notes!
She lives vividly in my memories
10:07 pm
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
no complaints, no self-praise, no whining, no...today, i jus wanna reflect on some of the things i've done in my 20 yrs of life. some gd, some bad... jus some thoughts of wat might be...i wonder if i've studied hard during my sec sch days, where wld i be now? perhaps in poly? or maybe even JC. ha! now i've to plan for my future wif my mum in mind. 2 freaking yrs in e army is not gonna help much. i wonder if i've not given up my basketball for Joyce, where wld i be now? i've seen some of my frens step up to e senior team at Eng Tat Hornets. if i didn't gif it all up, maybe i wld haf been able to play. wat a pity...i wonder if i had been more mature and better at controlling my temper, wld Joyce and i be still together? but then again, her little affair wif Jefferson was a tad too much... i was proven right countless times... oh well...i wonder if i haven spent close to $1000 on arcade games in e past, wld i haf been able to go for a make over and become a hunk? haha! kidding lahs. but if tat money haf been used for other things in my life, wat wld haf been e effect on me? maybe i cld haf gone overseas for holidays more often? hmmm...i wonder if i manage control my heart, will i haf been able to live my life happily? wld i haf been able to go on n achieve more in life? really makes me wonder...life's indeed a wonder...Labels: reflections
She lives vividly in my memories
10:51 pm
Monday, July 09, 2007
today 1st day of sch. erms, nth special lahs. jus met up wif sch frens and had lessons. quite boring to say the least. anyway, was really glad to see my Class Advisor Mrs Annie Soon again. cos she apparently had some serious illness, rumoured to be heart-attack. but now she seems fine and still like always nag non-stop and blur like sotong.well, did sth guilty today. went hm at 4p.m to study today. but when i study till 8 p.m. i slacked and went to play bball. actually not really play but jus for some shooting. cos my shots r getting way too soft. need some practice.anyway, at abt 9p.m, 3 china guys came. one which i've seen and played wif b4. but i doubt he rmbed me. then asked me to play 2 on 2. i was like "fine, let's roll".they were rather tall and big for their age. tink they're abt 15-17. it was quite fun playing wif them. then they asked me, "can u dunk?" then i was like i used to be able. then they asked for demostration. i was ok wif it and asked them not to expect much...then somehow, i barely dunked the ball. do keep in mind tat the basket at e court i played ain't really regulation height. and they were like "COOL!" while i was like "phew, how lucky". haha! then they asked me to show them some moves i made. actually, they're my fav moves and i was abit reluctant. but nvm lahs, teach them lohs. but they jus can't do it. haha! cos i practiced for like sometime b4 i so-called mastered it. oh well...this is for Zi Lin. u wanted my schedule and i'll jus post it here. i tink the thailand trip i might be going. cos exams r in Sept and holidays in Oct. so i might jus make it. Mon: 9-4Tues: 10-2Wed: 9-3Thurs: 9-12Fri: 9-12kk, need to return to my books. hope to meet up wif Zi Lin FATFAT real soon!
She lives vividly in my memories
10:27 pm
Sunday, July 08, 2007
it's working. i noe it is. from her response, it definitely is...i wonder y i haf to do it this way. a new kinda approach i never intended to use to forget. it's despicable i admit. but i dun wish to be too close. it seems tat being frens is jus not sth for me. i'm sorry it turned out this way. it's nice of u to say "let's be frens". it's really kind. i really mean it. but i'm sorry it wun be this way...i dun hate u at all. but to be honest, i hope u hate me real bad. so we wun be close. haha! wat a childish thought. but it might jus work...seriously, i dunnoe wat to do...Labels: the plan
She lives vividly in my memories
10:28 pm
i try but i can't seem to get myself to think of anything but youyour breath on my face, your warm gentle kissi taste the truthi taste the truthyou know what i came here forso i won't ask for moreCHORUS:i wanna be with youif only for one nightto be the one who's in your arms, who holds you tighti wanna be with youthere's nothing more to saythere's nothing else i want more than to feel this wayi wanna be with youso i'll hold you tonight like i would if you were mineto hold forever moreand i'll savour each touch that i wanted so muchto feel beforeto feel beforehow beautiful it isjust to be like thisCHORUSi wanna be with you ( i wanna be with you)i wanna be with youoh, baby, i can't fight this feeling anymoreit drives me crazy when i try toso call my name, take my handcan you make my wish, baby, your command i wanna be with youthere's nothing more to saythere's nothing else i want more than to feel this wayi wanna be with you...Mandy Moore - i wanna be with you
She lives vividly in my memories
1:10 pm
Saturday, July 07, 2007
well, woke up to a dark, grey and gloomy morning. it pretty much summed up feelings for the start of the day.for those wondering wat i've been talking abt, jus take it tat i'm sprouting nonsense k? n also, jus to let everyone noe tat...care and concern? i dun need any.more questions? i wun answer any.try pissing me off? u dun live to see wat happens to u.off to work. bye.
She lives vividly in my memories
9:09 am
well, i guess she knows now. and she made herself clear. i got no complaints, no remorse and no regrets. it was afterall one sided by my side. i've fallen many times but i always stood right up again. so it's really ok ya know. i'm really ok. ha! i wish u all e best wif him. pls understand i never tried nor intended to come in between both of u. i jus followed wat my heart yearns...the bitter taste of love i tasted, i tasted it too many times b4...well, i'm off to bed. only slept 3 hrs last night and i'm gonna do 1b again tml. i need rest, lots of rests. pls pray hard for me tat i dun lose slp tonight. i can't afford to... i'm tired, jus so tired...Labels: the hard fall
She lives vividly in my memories
1:52 am
Friday, July 06, 2007
man i feel so dead now. so god damn tired lahs. watched transformers jus now. it totally kick ass man! so nice and excited, plus some humor too! imagine giant robots trying to hide themselves. haha! i'm definitely going to buy it's dvd or vcd when it's released. oh to porky, i'm so sorry ok? pls dun be upset. i promise to watch harry potter wif u ok? =(oh well, i was late for work today. i said i was sick but the fact is i wasn't. i couldn't slp and eventually i overslpt. i wish i really could jus stop tinking so much...i wan to forget u. cos i tink it's better if we stay as frens. i hope i can avoid u w/o u knowing. it's hard but i'll try. i'll try...got to slp. need to wake up at 6am and tat means 3 hrs of slp only. arggh! i pray i wun be late tml...ps: i miss u silently in my heart.Labels: the misery, transformers
She lives vividly in my memories
2:38 am
Wednesday, July 04, 2007
my confessions...lately and somehow, my feelings for u grew. however, i hope tat it will stop. i hate 3rd parties and i hope i won't be one. it's hard to restrain myself...time wif u was really great and fun. i want more of it but i dun wan to be addicted to it. i certainly hope u feel e way too.i really hate to say it here, but i need to escape to my sanctuary where i feel peace.wif regrets, i tink i love u...
She lives vividly in my memories
1:49 pm
Monday, July 02, 2007
oops! late late post! i'm gonna blog abt my weekend so jus sit back n enjoy! =)Saturday:went Sentosa staff gathering aka "Oscar night". it was a blast! fun games, lame but interesting performances, stupid songs abt dicks and more. haha! it was indeed fun. after tat we had great food and great music. so we partied the night away... at the party, managed to spend some time wif FATFAT zi lin. haha! it's a pity she couldn't go to St James wif us. =(after tat, went St James to club wif amir, stacy, halim, azizah, karen nanny and tat drunk guy firdaus. we went very late. in fact, amir n i only clubbed for like 15 mins. =( well, i didn't really like trance to be honest but my dancing cells still reacted to the music. i like the decor of St James! it's spacious! maybe it was late. haha!after tat we chill out awhile outside harbour front center. then firdaus wif his drunk actions amused me alot. haha! he really talked alot of crap. then i went hm at 6 plus to get ready for sunday.but first, some pictures first. courtesy of patrice. =)
from right: myself, patrice, amir and i dunnoe the name of the other 2 guys. oops, my bad
myself and FatFat zi lin! miss u so so much!Sunday:
woke up wif a aching head at 2.15p.m. quickly had lunch and got ready to go down to Bukit Batok CC to help porky and her frens sell ice cream!well, things weren't going very well so i decided to help out. i took their discount coupons out and went for some hard-selling. i tink it helped cos the people i approached did buy ok! plus some of e people tat i personally lead them to the stall bought ice cream too! wahs! so happy to be able to be of some use. after tat, porky said. "dino, can help me sell all this loaves of bread?" i was like ARGGH! cos there's 2 big plastic bags full of bread. inside 1 bag was like 6 packets of bread lohs. but fortunately, i was given a helper...
ta da! this is cheryl! the helper porky assigned to help me sell bread. well, i suggested we go to the HDB estates to sell and it worked like a charm! we managed to finish selling the 2 big bags in one block. power la ma! of course, i sold e most ok! *shows off* =)pictures wif porky!
then after the whole bazzar, helped porky carry her stuff back hm. she asked her mum treat me eat dinner, so nice of her. =) then on the bus she said her mum likes me sia. i was like ??? really? haha! but then she refused to tell me wat her mum liked abt me, all night long. arggh!then we watched harry potter on her BIG BIG tv. so nice to be able to spend time wif porky like tat. her hse very nice n comfy. BUT the best part was her dog, choki! hostile to me at first but gradually like lahs. her dog cute sia. haha! i'm in love wif it.
my smile says it all...
She lives vividly in my memories
1:47 am
