Sunday, April 29, 2007
29 Apr 2007, 8.45a.mi dreamt of her again...i seemed to be walking along a busy street. everything seemed normal till u appeared, walking past me. we saw each other and our eyes spoke. but somehow, we just walked away without saying a word...sad isn't it?i tried my best not to tink but i jus can't. i dunnoe y... maybe i still need more time. but trust me, i'm trying to lead a happy life...yes, i'm smiling everyday and i seemed so happy. but everyday i noe i'm jus putting on a mask tat conceals all my deepest thoughts and feelings...
She lives vividly in my memories
8:48 am
Monday, April 23, 2007
23 Apr 07, 2.00a.mthose dreams of u weren't exactly nightmares but i won't call them "sweet". though i loved n hated our relationship. how contradicting indeed...
i can't explain why u appeared in my dreams. it's sort of disturbing. knowing tat i haf pretty much gotten over u but then again, maybe not entirely. n it's starting to piss me off already! i wan to move on, continue wif my renewed life. everytime i had crushes on some gal, u would appear n make me rmb the past fondly... thus resulting in discontinuation of my crushes...
how i wish i can really forget those times, happy n sad ones..
those short but seemed like eternity 6 months and 18 days. 
wished tat i can forget our day, 8th of Jan 06. 
wished i could forget ur birthday tat falls on the 16th of Jan.
and yeah, ur fav number 16.
wished i could forget how delighted and touched when u made me a heart-shaped fried rice of hotdogs ard it on my birthday. 
wished i could forget the Tazmania i gave u on our 1st and sadly last valentine's day, i still kept the photo of it. our promise to get one more so tat it will complete the family.
wished tat i could forget how we got together, how we met and the days of courtship.
wished i could forget those kisses, hugs and meals we had together.
wished i could forget how happy u n i were when shopping for stuff for the chalet we went tat made us feel our husband n wife.
wished i could forget tat chalet tat allowed us to spend more then 24 hrs together as we used to say "24 hrs is never enough for us".
wished i can forget the time when we watched our 1st movie "Narnia" as frens and u almost fell aslp cos it was boring.
wished i could forget our 1st date which was raining n i wasted $12 to buy an umbrella tat was not used tat day as the rain stopped.
damn... i jus wished all this dreams will stop! i'm really tired...
She lives vividly in my memories
1:59 am
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
18 Apr 07, 7.00 a.mhmmm... dunnoe y i had a hard time slping today. it's like i didn't have any nightmares and i jus keep waking up! maybe becos i slpt early at 9p.m last nite? hmmm???Monday:arggh! bloody hell! i sprained my ankle!!! very pain! arggh! was playing bball wif my frens. then while guarding my fren, he stepped onto my foot and i lost my footing, thus spraining my ankle. but the CUTE thing was it didn't swell until i tried to walk abt 1.5 hrs later. weird isn't it? anyway, it wasn't really very serious and i tink i'll be back on the court maybe 3 weeks later? my fats gonna accumulate again... =(Tuesday: went to CCK polyclinic wif my mum as my grandmother went for her checkup. for me, i wanted the DOC to take a look at my ankle and get an MC. but the waiting time was so long lahs! i went there at 11a.m and they ask me to come back at 1.15p.m due to "overcrowding". fuck it, i'm not waiting... went to take Frozen Throne cd from talson at Jurong Point. had lunch wif him at "Lai Lai's Chicken Rice". it's not bad lahs, quite nice. then went hm. Zzzzz...oh ya, happy 21st bday to Wan Ling, the Mi-See! i almost forgot abt it! hehe...
She lives vividly in my memories
6:59 am
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
11 Apr 07, 2.20a.mdamn! wat time already n i'm not aslp yet! i'm working the morning shift tml! arggh! gonna stone tml. -_-"jus some updates!Monday:hmmm. nth special lahs, jus had work lohs. was rather looking forward to staff meeting until Amir tat stupid ass fooled me by saying tat i will present "how to publicise the Merlion" during the meeting to the whole attractions staff and supervisors. anyway, the meeting was postponed till further notice.so...had dinner wif Linda! yeahs! haha! haven really seen her for sometime already. we had SUPERDOG and it was delicious! Yum! Yum! haha! then was abt to accompany her to window shop at Vivo but it was too cold for her so we decided to go to the SkyGarden and chill. not bad lahs, had a hearty conversation wif her and pretty much enjoyed the talk. told her many things abt myself tat i usually dun. so Linda if u're reading, dun go abt telling anyone k? only u noe, i noe... haha!Wednesday:this actually happen jus now at abt 1a.m plus. we went to our fav coffeeshop after dinner at Seoul Garden to celebrate a fren's bday. then we were talking then suddenly, the cleaning aunty stopped and called for help! her left ankle was bleeding profusely and she couldn't move. we went forward and notice a gapping hole in her ankle and blood was oozing non-stop. then Wan Ling, the Mi-See (nurse in hokien) helped her stop the bleeding. cos she said tat if the bleeding dun stop, she might die lohs. then i went and got the First Aid box and she did the rest. however, we called the ambulance and the paramedice soon came and took her to the hospital. better to be save then sorry eh!for me, i really feel tat the aunty was lucky! if there wasn't someone (like us) to care, something bad might happen to her. and thank goodness tat Wan Ling knew wat to be done so credit does go to her! respect to those working in the medical field and disrespect to those ppl who mistreat them, like wat happen during the "SARS" period. ok lahs, got to go slp liaos! nitey~
She lives vividly in my memories
2:19 am
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
03 Apr 07, 10.45p.myeah, haven blog for sometime already... jus to sum up the past week. i went for a bball tryout and managed to get selected. it's supposed to be today but i didn't turn up cos they wanted me to play point guard, totally opposite from wat i wanted to play; a forward.then i had so much free time cos i wasn't given much working days. so i was spending all my time wif my frens. and i strained my right knee during the bball tryout so missed another day at work. might also miss work on thurs too. hopefully my knee won't hurt so much by then.i'm a bit sad... why?i jus found out yesterday tat my ex gf joyce was admitted to hospital for check ups for her heart. it came as a shock to me. i never expected this kind of things to happen to her. u might ask y i bothered to care? didn't i hate her to the core awhile back? yeah, it's so unpredictable. life is always like this. u can be so happily together then before u noe it, we broke up n now hate each other. but deep down i noe a part of her remains and will always leave a footprint behind. i'm sure cos during our time together, i truly loved her...haha! enuff of those kind of words. knowing her medical background tat caused her to haf a rather weak body, i hope she does recover fully and can resume her bright and upcoming career. i'm sure her talents will lead her somewhere in the future. gd luck n all the best...
She lives vividly in my memories
10:44 pm
