Friday, March 23, 2007
23 Mar 07, 1.15a.mgosh! it's so late n i'm not aslp yet. i'm doing the morning shift tml!!! arggh! well...jus 1 word to sum up my past few days at work. it's "FUN". really enjoyed myself at work. working wif fun ppl makes work fun. and seeing those tourist smile is also sth i enjoy doing too, wif pride of course. had 1 hr of work time wif "FatFat" Zi Lin. haha! that 1 hr passed so quickly when she was wif me. so thks "FatFat". LoL!oh yeah, my birthday is coming. as usual, most prob gonna spend it alone. going to watch the "Songs Of The Sea" wif my aunt and her family along wif my sis. it's a new attraction and saturday is the staff preview! so i'm pretty excited. =)but sad to say tat all my attempts at asking YH out was all but futile. dun even wan to gif me face on my birthday. hmmf! but it's ok lahs. can't blame her anyway. cos we hardly noe each other tat well. how i wish i got the courage of a lion and jus ask her for her contact no. and MSN. maybe the rumours of her already having a BF turned me off...but nvm lahs, there's a huge forest out there and one day the rite tree will come. gosh gosh! my heart's unsettled. i like so interested in many gals. pls let me choose the best and settle down. arggh!* can't get all of YOU outta my head! *
She lives vividly in my memories
1:13 am
Saturday, March 17, 2007
17 Mar 07, 11.50p.mdamn, today i was SO put to shame by my "good" frens!there's this gal i really wanted to know lately and she happens to be my fren Yi Xiang's sister. her name is Yi Hui. let's call her YH k?then i was playing basketball and then Ah Cai aka Indian man, YH and Yi Xiang n her gf came. at first everything went fine. then they started to wan to see my phone. then i was like..."jia liat lahs, confirm wan to see my porn collection lohs."yes, i admit i do watch but which NORMAL guy dun? anyway, i quickly took out e memory card and hid it in my wallet. but damn, they found out anyway. then guess wat, YH n e others all took turns n watch sia. i seriously wanted to hide my head in the ground lohs. so ashamed lohs.tat was it lahs, gone case liaos. no more chance or wat so ever. first impression (actually 2nd or 3rd?) wasted. i dun wan her to tink tat i'm a horny guy sia. i'm not tat kind of guy tat go into a relationship jus for sex...yes, once again i admit tat i did haf sexual intercourse wif my ex gf (obviously who...) but i didn't force her or wat lohs. it was mutual consent...yeah, tink i'm a jerk or something but i swear i wasn't toying wif her feelings. i didn't mind tat she was molested b4 and i stood by her when she was recovering from e truma. i gave up many things to be wif her and encouraged her when she faced difficult problems. i'm a jerk? up to u to decide. and i'm not gonna mention wat kind of bullshit she did...anyway, i really wan to haf a stable, committed and long-lasting relationship now. and YH seems to be the kind of gal i'm looking for. though i dun really noe her tat well, but she's similar to my ex gf. the qualities i look for in a potential gf...but...GONE CASE lahs! after wat my "good" frens did, i didn't even dare look at her sia. let alone say our byes byes. seriously no hope already. hopefully things chance for e better soon...oh ya, one more thing. my birthday is on 24 March! on next sat. but i'm lonely sia. my frens all attending another fren's wedding and i can't go becos of some stupid taboos. arggh! will someone be nice n ask me out for a movie or dinner? i'm not expecting any presents at all... =(
She lives vividly in my memories
11:47 pm
Saturday, March 10, 2007
10 Mar 07, 5.30p.mguess wat, we lost... there're only 6 teams competing in the under-19 category and the format was round-robin. so the first match started well. i helped myself to 7 points as we romped winners 11-7. but, the new generation proved tat it's time for the old birds like us to step aside...we lost 5 games in a row. we had problems scoring and making set plays. tat was the achillies heel of our team. but everyone put in their best effort and we tot tat it was rather fufiling considering the fact tat we're all rusty and our greenhorn player put in gd effort. but it was a little disappointing tat the referee was unprofessional in calling the fouls. but then again, i dun wan to be seen as a sore loser by blaming the ref...
-"Good, better, best. Never let it rest. Until your good is better and your better is best.--Tim Duncan"-tat's a quote from one of my favourite players in the NBA. he's a hardworking player and he got my respect becos of it. i quote him cos although this is my last 3 on 3, i still love the game and will still continue to play and improves my skills and technique.
She lives vividly in my memories
5:19 pm
Thursday, March 08, 2007
08 Mar 07, 11.00p.mwahs, tired ar!!!being studying for the past few days for next's week final exam. all i can say is tat i'm TIRED. arggh! so much to study, so little time left... will i be doomed? i hope not...i'm gonna take part in "new life youth hub" basketball 3 on 3 tournament this sat. my team was the 1st ever winner of this tournament in year 2005. though my team tried to defend our title in year 2006 but to no avail. firstly, we lost our main player to injury. then we come across this team tat played time-wasting tactics to win. in the end, we got 4th position and yeah, i was damn disappointed...so wat lies ahead for this year's tournament? i'm clearly out of condition but i sure hope to contribute to the team. but w/o our main player and replacing him is a greenhorn, our chances r slim. but the team has placed faith in me, giving me major roles to play. scoring, rebounding and setting pick n rolls... how i wish i didn't give up basketball for joyce, my ex gf. if not, i wld haf been a much better player today. i really regret it, it's the only thing tat i regret abt her. but watever, i dun wish to talk abt her anymore...so check back my blog this coming sat to see if my team can regain the trophy this year. ok, got to go study! see ya! ;p
She lives vividly in my memories
10:45 pm
