Tuesday, February 06, 2007
06 Feb 07, 8.15p.mphew, to run abt the basketball court and sweating it all out feels great! =) jus started to play the game again with my frens yesterday and it was really fun! to joke and play together once again took some stress off myself. i jus love it when i play wif my frens. it's some sort of gathering since we're all busy wif our lives.to be honest, quite surprised to see myself still being able to play pretty well after not touching the ball for some months. but still feel abit slow though. gotta work hard! i jus love the game... ;ptoday the hospital jus called. they said my dad's condition is stable now. so they asked if i'm 21, so tat i can decide if i wan my dad to undergo the operation. sadly, i'm only 20 and i dun wish to make any decisions. though it's my dad, i dun wan to make this kind of decisions. to be honest, i'm scared. scared of the future, scared of everything. i'm not as brave as i tink i am. but i will face the music if i haf to. cos i haf to...anyway, i can't make the decision so my dad's brother or sister is making it. and if they agree, they operation will be on this thursday. i pray tat everything will go smoothly cos the doctor said there's this 5-10% of fatal risk. *sigh...*arggh! i'm still sick. maybe u guys can start calling me the "sickly boy"...
She lives vividly in my memories
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