Sunday, February 04, 2007
04 Feb 07, 9.10p.marggh! nothing is going rite for me now!!!yesterday, was working half way then recieved news tat my father had a heart attack and was admitted to e hospital. he was breathless and doc said tat water had entered his heart. thus making him feeling so breathless. doctor also said tat he will have to undergo another operation tat may haf a fatal result of 5-10%. if not fatal, tat operation may damage his kidneys or cause him to suffer a stroke. also he jus had an opearation last year on his swelling artery and now he is like this again. feel so worried and uncertain abt the future.worse still, i'm sick. having flu and a bad bad cough. dunnoe if i'm also having fever anot. feel so tired and weak now. arggh...with so much going on, how am i going to concentrate on my sch work and SHIYEP2 work? i really feel depressed lahs. maybe the doctor is rite, i'm suffering from stress. singapore is now trailing by 1 goal in the 2nd leg final of the ASEAN football championship. though it's still 2-2 on agregate, all i can do is pray for singapore to win.EDIT: wahs!!! Singapore won! khairul Amir scored in the 81st min to equalise and put singapore 3-2 in agregate! OKAY!
* feel so lonely, baby i'm so lonely. i miss _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ *
She lives vividly in my memories
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