Wednesday, January 17, 2007
17 Jan 07, 11.10a.marggh! i'm damn troubled lahs...i've been missing this particular class TPS for all e rite n wrong reasons. but it's mostly rite lohs. haiz. damn it lahs. hate to miss lessons. but i dun really feel well wat! wat do u wan!? stupid teacher, dun force me to do things i dun wan to do...i really wish to be happy. ppl asked... "wat's up wif ur msn nick? y u sound so sad?" i'm really ok, i've put everything behind. but it is wrong to even look back at those happy times? y keep asking me to forget? i dun wish to, even though it does hurt sometime.i hate myself. when i'm talking to others abt my love life, i always make myself look so strong. i hate it. though everything i said is true, i still feel tat i'm lying to myself. i really dunnoe... y is it so hard to be happy? haiz. still got so much work to do... really tired liaos lahs. damn sick of life now... but b4 i end my miserable and insignificant life, i wan to go HK! meet up wif those lovely HK delegates, or shld i call them my frens. maybe when i'm there, i might be able to cheer myself up...gtg, to sch to attend...
She lives vividly in my memories
11:07 am