Monday, January 08, 2007
08/01/07, 2.05a.mboy, guess wat day it is! laugh at me for all u wan but i jus wan to tink of her... deem me a stupid fool for all u guys wan. i dun care...a year back, this is e day tat we became one. and it lead on to even better things tat happened in our short but blissful relationship. i still rmb many things we did, be it happy or sad times. i still do rmb. it is long over and i dun wish to dwell on whose fault or watver it is. jus wanna say a big thank you. cos this relationship taught me alot of things. it made me mature(slightly) and showed me how to love n be loved. it made me stronger. but contradictingly, i no longer haf e courage to love anymore. even if i do, do i haf e courage to say it out? i dun tink so... watching a few gals tat i like slip away after our relationship ended, sometimes i wonder if i'm really on e losing side. (in case some of u forgot tat i used to say "i haf nothing to lose wat")...but for now, i must say i'm still happy, still alright. being busy wif SHIYEP2. n wif sch re-opening, i will be damn busy lahs. seriously i dunnoe wat lies ahead of me. maybe i'll find love again, maybe i'll not. but i dun care lahs, i'll bury myself wif work. tat always seemed e easy way out... man, it's 2.30a.m now. can't believe i took 30 mins to type this post. actually i was busy wif work too. arggh! wat am i talking abt? must be sleepy liaos. anyway, another 8 more days wld be joyce's birthday. joyce, if u're reading this, happy 18th birthday. i wish u happiness, gd health and all e best in ur music career...* Sweet n wonderful memories *
She lives vividly in my memories
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