Wednesday, January 31, 2007
31 Jan 07, 11.45p.marggh! wat a day! a bad one...firstly, my TPS paper today. it was freaking easy lahs. damn it lohs. shld have been well prepared for it. now i'll jus be contented wif a "B" i guess. it wld be nice if i can get an "A" though...secondly, decided to see e doc after my stomach problems reoccurred today. then e doc said tat my condition might be due to stress. i was like -_-", "doc, u sure?" apparently tat was the case lahs. anyway, they drew my blood and yes, alot of blood for testing. then arranged an appointment to go for a check up wif the stomach doctor in hospital. arggh! poor me...thirdly, had meeting today lohs. had another de-brief and more discussions. phew. i still got lots of research to do. tired lahs...i jus realised tat i really did something stupid. e person i like actually know tat i like her. cos she's reading my blog! arggh! so embarrassed. arggh! nothing is really going rite for me now... except for the fact tat i got a very very big flat screen TV for free! not me lahs, but my uncle. hehe!
She lives vividly in my memories
11:49 pm
Tuesday, January 30, 2007
30 Jan 2007, 12.45p.marggh! stress lahs! back to sch, only to know tat i got a test tml and tons of work to be done. arggh! final lap into the Community project now. full steam ahead! sad lahs, i really can't step back into the present. really miss HK loads, especially Stephanie. arggh! going nuts le. but i realy haf to accept the fact tat it's impossible. 2 diff country, diff cultural, diff way of life and it's abt 3-4 hrs of flight apart. SD! WAKE UP LAHS!!!haiz, stupid computer break down again. dunnoe must wait for how many days to upload the photos and blog abt it. damn damn damn! i really regret now, though knowing tat it's impossible but i really wanted to try. i know i might get rejected but i really wanted to try. damn... regrets filling my mind now.Stephanie, i love you. u're the only gal so far to make me forget my past sad relationship. damn, y am i jus so shy? anyway, i pray hard for u and all the HK delegates, my frens. all e best for e future.anyway, it might jus be gd to remain as frens. tat's e best way i tink...I WAN TO UPLOAD MY PHOTOS AND BLOG!!! LoL!*
looking foward to my next trip to HK sometime in March to April *
She lives vividly in my memories
12:43 pm
Monday, January 29, 2007
29 Jan 06, 2.40a.mi'm back!haha! reached home for abt 50 mins liaos. damn tired lahs. but my time in HK was really a fun and enriching one. saw so many things in HK tat's not seen here in S'pore! damn cool lahs. at 3-4a.m in e morning u can still see ppl walking abt in e streets. and e food there is godly! i like it so so much. damn, miss all my HK frens. noe y i dun call them delegates? cos they're way pass tat, they're my frens and i hope to return to HK soon.it was my 1st trip by plane and also my 1st trip to another country other than malaysia. man, i'm really lost for words. dunnoe wat else to say really. maybe i'll jus add on tat e entire trip was damn fun lahs. went shopping too! it was quite hard to get guys clothes there cos it's winter wear and i dun wear long sleeves! so in e end, i bought 4 t-shirts only. also went clubbing there too! looks like my body is learning how to move. wahaha! and tat someone's dancing is so hot till i dun dare to dance near her. ha! oh well, i'm a shy boy...tat's all bahs, maybe i'll elaborate tml when i upload e photos. my dear HK frens, pls take gd care. really gonna miss u guys. to those taking 'A' levels, gd luck!!!
She lives vividly in my memories
2:40 am
Sunday, January 21, 2007
21 Jan 07, 11.45a.mOKAY~ HK TIME!!! WAHAHA! DAMN EXCITED LAHS!!!wah seh. less then 24 hrs more to HK liaos. damn high lahs. can't wait to go there and experience their culture, lifestyle and etc. damn tired lahs, had dinner(YES, IT'S DINNER) at 2a.m lohs, then slept at 5a.m. finished my packing already. damn surprised tat i didn't even hit 10 KG, or some it seemed... anyway, i'm ready! jus tat i got to buy some stuff later on in e afternoon at Sentosa. hopefully will bump into some of my frens there. miss working on e island so much...OKAY~ OKAY~ OKAY~* Away from 22nd to 28th of Jan *
She lives vividly in my memories
11:41 am
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
17 Jan 07, 11.10a.marggh! i'm damn troubled lahs...i've been missing this particular class TPS for all e rite n wrong reasons. but it's mostly rite lohs. haiz. damn it lahs. hate to miss lessons. but i dun really feel well wat! wat do u wan!? stupid teacher, dun force me to do things i dun wan to do...i really wish to be happy. ppl asked... "wat's up wif ur msn nick? y u sound so sad?" i'm really ok, i've put everything behind. but it is wrong to even look back at those happy times? y keep asking me to forget? i dun wish to, even though it does hurt sometime.i hate myself. when i'm talking to others abt my love life, i always make myself look so strong. i hate it. though everything i said is true, i still feel tat i'm lying to myself. i really dunnoe... y is it so hard to be happy? haiz. still got so much work to do... really tired liaos lahs. damn sick of life now... but b4 i end my miserable and insignificant life, i wan to go HK! meet up wif those lovely HK delegates, or shld i call them my frens. maybe when i'm there, i might be able to cheer myself up...gtg, to sch to attend...
She lives vividly in my memories
11:07 am
Sunday, January 14, 2007
14 Jan 07, 2.15p.myawnzzz, i'm tired...wat a day it was yesterday, we had filming at town, newton food court and outside zouk. it was fun! however, there's still work to be done. arggh! after all tat running ard, we settle down at a little pub or club(seriously i dunnoe lahs). omar, carin, pei zhi, bao yue, skye and myself went for some drinking. it was damn fun lahs. loads of funny stuff happened. but... watever happened there last nite, stays there. ssshhh!wahs, 8 more days till e trip to HK!!! yeah!!! can't wait to see those fun ppl! and i can't wait for to see how beautiful HK is. e night market and etc. arggh! jus can't wait.but b4 all e fun and such, i gotta work hard. loads to work to be done lohs. sians lahs. but never say die. i will last to e end...* where is the warm hand i yearn to hold, where is the love that melted my soul... i still can't forget u though i haf put all pain and love behind me. i dunnoe wat lies ahead of me. i jus hope u r doing well... ~prays hard~ *
She lives vividly in my memories
2:08 pm
Monday, January 08, 2007
08/01/07, 2.05a.mboy, guess wat day it is! laugh at me for all u wan but i jus wan to tink of her... deem me a stupid fool for all u guys wan. i dun care...a year back, this is e day tat we became one. and it lead on to even better things tat happened in our short but blissful relationship. i still rmb many things we did, be it happy or sad times. i still do rmb. it is long over and i dun wish to dwell on whose fault or watver it is. jus wanna say a big thank you. cos this relationship taught me alot of things. it made me mature(slightly) and showed me how to love n be loved. it made me stronger. but contradictingly, i no longer haf e courage to love anymore. even if i do, do i haf e courage to say it out? i dun tink so... watching a few gals tat i like slip away after our relationship ended, sometimes i wonder if i'm really on e losing side. (in case some of u forgot tat i used to say "i haf nothing to lose wat")...but for now, i must say i'm still happy, still alright. being busy wif SHIYEP2. n wif sch re-opening, i will be damn busy lahs. seriously i dunnoe wat lies ahead of me. maybe i'll find love again, maybe i'll not. but i dun care lahs, i'll bury myself wif work. tat always seemed e easy way out... man, it's 2.30a.m now. can't believe i took 30 mins to type this post. actually i was busy wif work too. arggh! wat am i talking abt? must be sleepy liaos. anyway, another 8 more days wld be joyce's birthday. joyce, if u're reading this, happy 18th birthday. i wish u happiness, gd health and all e best in ur music career...* Sweet n wonderful memories *
She lives vividly in my memories
2:02 am
Monday, January 01, 2007
01 jan 07, 11.45a.mfirstly, HAPPY NEW YEAR!phew, was damn tired lahs. was going thru my Events Management(EVM) project yesterday since 10a.m on 31 DEC 06 to 1a.m on 01 Jan 07. got so much to do and so much to say. but all i wanna say is, IT'S OVER! HOO~!guess who i saw? Kelly Poon, Hong Jun Yang and lots more celebrities. HOO~! i was the security marshal at back stage and also the escort. so i was there with all of them. dun be jealous ar. haha!year 06 is really a fruitful one. i found my first love. i'm 19, the stepping stone to adulthood(i hate to be 20). n lots more. i guess i'm right to say i matured alot. though there's more room for improvement. looking back on year 06, i will say it has been e best year of my life to date. HOO~!btw, if u're wondering wassup wif the "HOO~!", i'm very much in love wif HARDO GAY! he is jus so funny lahs. haha!* so near but yet so far *
She lives vividly in my memories
11:44 am
