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Thursday, November 09, 2006

09 Nov 06, 1 a.m

man, i can't slp. got so much on my mind. i'm so troubled but at e same time i wan to keep some stuff to myself...

sometimes i wish i can get it over n done wif. i'm jus so sick of e past! i dun wan to recall anything! fuck lahs! i jus wan to be happy! is it tat hard?

i'm really lonely. i feel like i'm wasting my life away other then at sch or work. late nights n it's starting to take a toll on my body. i'm starting to feel sick again... arggh!

sometimes i wish i was better, i look at myself in e mirror n is disgusted wif wat i saw. a piece of stinking rotting living piece of flesh. i wish i was better looking n richer. n not living a loser life...

let me tell u a story i've seen recently:

Boy meets Gal.
Both Boy & Gal is not handsome nor pretty nor cute.
But Boy likes Gal for her personality & confidence.
Boy wish to noe her better.
But Boy is often reminded of his sad past n thus is low in confidence.
In e end, Boy jus wan to hide his feelings & admire Gal from afar.

shld Boy try? shld Boy make an attempt to forget his sad past? i wish Boy all e best...

* jus take n knife n stab me will u? thks! *

She lives vividly in my memories
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Tan Sing Dai
24th March 1987
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