Sunday, November 26, 2006
26 Nov 06, 8.30a.mdamn, yesterday was so tiring. so i can only manage to blog now, early in e morning at my second home "The Mer-Li-On". haha!did "Learning Is Fun" Tour yesterday. sad to say tat it wasn't as fun as e first time i did it. but it was still enjoyable. n i gained alot by observing how Miru did e guided tour for e kids. she is jus so professional but at e same time, appealing to e kids. she got my respect man! *thumbs up*on e other hand, i sucked lahs. haha! so tat made me more determined to memorise my scripts in a week as instructed by karen, my supervisor. oh! i didn't tell u? i might be transfered to being a "Service Host". tat means i can walk ard e island and get paid $7 per hr. sounds gd? ur head ar! not easy hors.n there's gonna be alot of movement for staff at various attractions. so there's gonna be a new IC at Merlion and it's e sky tower IC Amir AKA "Rico". can't wait to see all e changes man! it's gonna be fun. e only uncertain thing is, will i still get to work at e Merlion? i dun wan to move outta my comfort zone...wif regards to sch, it's gonna clash wif my work lohs. after repeated failed attempts of trying to take part in other company's event, we decided to do our own. n e planning period is in December lohs. i wan to work but then i must commit myself to this project. cos impt lahs! i love e island life. i love Sentosa. this is e place where there're so much memories. my first love, my frens, e people, e job, everything. i jus hope to work here for as long as i can...sad lahs. December n January will e hardest period for me at Sentosa. they say ur first love will always be e hardest to forget. yup, tat's very true. i still rmb tat we met sometime in e 20 something of Dec 05 and we went for a movie "Narnia" at Causeway point on Christmas eve. haha! i still rmb wat u wore n e show was boring n u almost fell aslp. i rmb i stayed over at ur place as it was too late. n u foolishly slp on e floor while i slp in e guest room. stupid lohs. got ur own room won bed dun wan slp. haha! then we progressed n got together. 08/01/06 is a date i'll never forget. though it was only a short 6 months n 18 days. it was e best time i ever had in my 19 yrs of life. jus wanna say..."Joyce, thks for e memories. u will never be forgotten. hope u r doing well. take care"i'm ok, i'm fine. e pain is gone, i'm alright.but e times of yesterdays,still lingers in my mind.we're lovers not meant to be, but friends is wat i hope we can be...
She lives vividly in my memories
8:44 am
Sunday, November 19, 2006
19th Nov, 10.35p.mwahs. wat an eventful weekend for me!Friday...managed to qualify for my sch "business game" competition finals. then in e end managed to win 2nd. though i didn't really do much, 2nd was really very satisfying. n it'll look gd in my cert when i graduate from ITE. it'll definitely help me to progress to Poly. wee! =)then had a great bball session at night. my post moves were great, regained my shooting touch, rebounded well, my jumping ability also improving, almost made a successful dunk.then play wif a large grp of bballers from phillipines. they were gd. but i must say i'm amazing. i almost single-handedly beat them all. wat a day for me... =)Saturday...went for tour training for "Learning Is Fun!". n boy is learning indeed fun!those kids r so lovely. so nice n sweet. they really brighten up Zi Lin n my day. it was really fun bring them ard Sentosa. n knowing tat they enjoyed themselves, we were really happy. i learnt alot from this experience. n this coming Saturday i'm gonna lead a grp on MY OWN!!! haha! so excited!Sunday?well, nth much really. jus went to Vivo City wif Joyce from Admissions. had dinner there, i footed e bill k? cos she leaving for Thailand tml n won't be back for like 2 weeks bahs. enjoyed her company alot. though she's much older then me (5 yrs), but i didn' really feel e age gap. so hope to see her again soon...Zi Lin FAT FAT!!! u watch out ar!!! wat did u say to Joyce? i'm coming after u!* a spark ignites a fire *
She lives vividly in my memories
10:41 pm
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
14 Nov 06, 12.40a.mman i'm tired. jus reached hm from staff meeting at Sentosa...how was it? not bad i'll say. cos i got a compliment letter lahs. haha! plus e whole meeting was so fun. especially e Sentosa's company game video. fellow frens who attended the meeting shld noe wat i mean...hmmm, more crapping...i spent my weekends working at Merlion. cos Saras sick so i must cover her lohs. then not bad lahs, got to noe this gal called "JOYCE" ( Oh yes, it's JOYCE. u peeps must be wondering "OMG" rite? haha!). i tot she was like 20 but she's actually 24. but she's fun to work wif lohs. btw, she's from admissions ops. n we agreed to visit Vivo City this coming Sunday after work. so stayed tuned...more more crapping...Linda was on-line when i was in sch earlier in e day. haha! she said some "disturbing" but rather nice stuff (dun tink too much) abt me and it was nice. so thks yahs. it's too bad cos we've got diff beliefs. if not, u're a nice gal. haha! u noe wat i mean... ;p* somehow Boy doesn't like Gal anymore... maybe he found her to be much different from wat he tink she is. Poor Boy, lonely again... *
She lives vividly in my memories
12:45 am
Friday, November 10, 2006
10 Nov 06, 5.00p.mdamn, my life sucks. gd things n bad things happening at e same time. i'm neither happy nor sad. this kind of feeling sucks...bad things first...had a quarrel wif my mum. it was a fierce one. but i'm very sure i'm right. she is complaining tat i'm coming hm late this week n has opinions abt my frens n my sch work. then of course i argued. firstly, i'm doing well at sch. n after stressful days at sch, is it wrong to meet up wif my frens? even if they're BENGS? so wat? watever lahs...gd things?Karen called me n asked if i'm available on Sats. i asked y? she said she wanted me to try out as a tour leader for kids. u noe wat? i was damn happy. but then sad at e same time cos i dun tink i'll be able to accept this offer as i'll be tied down to projects work during weekends during Dec n Jan. arggh! wat bad timing...another happy thing is tat she recieved a compliment letter for me saying tat i helped someone sometime ago. finally my efforts haf bore fruits. yeahs!* will u lead me out of e darkness n let me embrace e rays of e sun? *
She lives vividly in my memories
5:03 pm
Thursday, November 09, 2006
09 Nov 06, 1 a.mman, i can't slp. got so much on my mind. i'm so troubled but at e same time i wan to keep some stuff to myself...sometimes i wish i can get it over n done wif. i'm jus so sick of e past! i dun wan to recall anything! fuck lahs! i jus wan to be happy! is it tat hard? i'm really lonely. i feel like i'm wasting my life away other then at sch or work. late nights n it's starting to take a toll on my body. i'm starting to feel sick again... arggh!sometimes i wish i was better, i look at myself in e mirror n is disgusted wif wat i saw. a piece of stinking rotting living piece of flesh. i wish i was better looking n richer. n not living a loser life...let me tell u a story i've seen recently:Boy meets Gal.Both Boy & Gal is not handsome nor pretty nor cute.But Boy likes Gal for her personality & confidence.Boy wish to noe her better. But Boy is often reminded of his sad past n thus is low in confidence.In e end, Boy jus wan to hide his feelings & admire Gal from afar.shld Boy try? shld Boy make an attempt to forget his sad past? i wish Boy all e best...* jus take n knife n stab me will u? thks! *
She lives vividly in my memories
1:09 am
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
7 Nov 06, 4.40p.mWTF man, i'm fucking pissed off now. hey, so wat if u're a 4 pointer. it's jus a god damn grade. big deal ar? fuck off lahs. does tat gif u e right to decide who stays or goes in e group? so wat if u're doing e most work? u asked for it. who ask u to take so much initiative. since u decide to do tat, then live wif e aftermath of it.so damn rude. went up to e teacher n said tat u wan to kick e other 3 members out. yeah yeah, u did most of e work. like i never do lahs. ppl hand up their work late but i never ok. asshole! anyhow judge ppl. if u find i'm doing less work then say lahs, i asked u n u said it's ok. asshole lohs. it won't kill to ask me to do more work ok. yeah yeah. e powerpoint slide also not tat impressive. i gave u so much details n u made it look like a SEC 1's work. arggh! watever lahs. finally made me see ur real colours. damn pissed.* will someone cool me down? *
She lives vividly in my memories
4:44 pm
7 Nov 06, 12.50 a.mhmmm. now at some new lan shop at Bukit Panjang, near ten mile junction there. e com there not bad lahs, very gd. jus tat they didn't turn on e lights, then abit dark here.kns, still waiting for Zi Lin to send me those pics i wan. arggh! but my com down again!!!n to tat "unknown", i got a feeling who u r. but i really hope tat it's not u. it's being a few months n i'm trying my best to forget u. dun come back...hmmm. dun talk abt bad things le. jus now i played bball, must say it was gd. i'm quite on form n my skills slowly coming back to me. tired but it was satisfying. shiok ar! i got 1 aim, tat's to work hard to get back to my best at bball. i was once gd. n i wan my skills back. i wan to play for Cashew CSC next yr!!! watch out, i'm gonna be back. stronger then ever...* i can't stop tinking of u(not my EX). shld i make e move? i'm trying to come to terms wif pain and i tink u're e one to take them away. but deep down, i'm afraid... *
She lives vividly in my memories
12:54 am
Sunday, November 05, 2006
5 nov 06, 3.20p.moh man, i jus woke up. had a hell of a nite yesterday...it was Saras Bday celebration. went MOS (Ministry of Sound) to chiong. haha! it was damn weird at first. cos they all keep asking me to dance. then i like dunnoe how to dance one lehs. my body like a woodblock one. but HELL NO! haha! didn't noe i can still move my body "a bit". LoL!then half-way thru Saras n some of e grp left for an Indian Club. then Zi Lin, Karen(sky), Jasmine, Steven n myself continued to go crazy at MOS. then saw our gals move. damn surprised lahs. cos maybe i'm not used to it, maybe i didn't see it b4. but watever! everyone had fun can liaos.anyway, e nite life of s'pore quite fun lahs. very colourful as well. n e DECOR for MOS very nice lohs! maybe i'm "sua ku" lahs. haha! feeling a bit guilty lahs, never go for Linda's church event. cos i was tinking of not slping then go de. but then i was really tired lahs. damn. wonder how it went? hmmm???hmmm. i did take some pics wif Zi Lin. shall post them here when i get it. =)* heard "stickwitu" by pussycat dolls on e cab while going hm. i still rmb it as our song last time. damn, i really wish i will move on. *
She lives vividly in my memories
3:16 pm
Thursday, November 02, 2006
02 Nov 06, 3.30p.msians ar, now in sch. by rite now can go hm de, cos lesson ends at 3p.m. but then got this stupid talk tat can get me ONE STUPID CCA POINT. so no choice lahs, gotta go for it. then while waiting, jus tot i'll blog since i got time...phew, being pretty busy this past week. was sick as well. felt like i was dying lohs. everytime i sick it's always very unbearable. WTF lahs! haha!jus added some pics lahs, tink u guys wld haf seen it by now. finally noe how to add pics le. hehe! =)sians lohs. now sch starting to get busy le. hardly haf time to play anymore. i haven touch ID for like 2-3 weeks? wanted to play today de, but then busy lahs. gotta draft letter to invite speakers for a talk or sth like tat for my Events Management project. a bit stressed lahs. this coming weekend gonna celebrate Saras Bday. tat means i'll miss e church event tat Linda invited me to go. sucks mans! how i wish i can go for both. didn't msg her for quite long le. seriously no time. dunnoe how to tell her i not going lehs. hmmm. clash of timing lahs. arggh!!!* Life's pretty empty w/o u... i hope u r doing well. i miss e times we had together. still hoping tat we can be frens. but come wat may, come wat may... i can't change facts tat happened, jus hope tat u're doing fine wif HIM now... hopes tat he's much better than me. he shld be better lahs. watever... i jus wan to be ME again... *
She lives vividly in my memories
3:31 pm
