Monday, October 02, 2006
2nd Oct 06, 8.45p.marggh! did sth today which made me feel confused. i'm not sure if doing it will benefit me but i hope it will turn out well for me...phew! today was a busy day at work. 1241 ppl coming to e Merlion on a Monday? tat's alot lohs. finally got to see Juana, e new staff. it's her 2nd day while there's Cindy, her 1st day at work at Merlion. Poor Juana, today she was scolded by a tour guide cos she mistook him as a tour leader n asked him to buy a ticket. luckily i was there to explain n rectify e prob. phew.me? i didn't haf a fantastic day either. jus called e supervisor to check if Azizah called them to inform tat she's leaving early as she's sick. den Kana noe lahs, then come n nag at me lohs. sians lahs. sometimes i wonder if i'm working too hard. maybe i should not carry too many burdens on my shoulder. but i really enjoy my work, gives me a sense of responsiblity tat i never had. i dunnoe lahs, jus trying to improve e impression ppl haf abt Merlion being e worst attraction when it comes to "Standard Operation Procedures" n in terms of Quality of Service. n i wanna complain abt tat Azizah today. she's a bitch man. sorry to use this kind of words here but i can't find a better word for her liaos. she is slowly revealing her fox tail to me, watever bad things ppl r saying abt her is coming true. i've been seeing everything unfolding infront of me. i jus dun wan to make a big issue abt it. i can if i wan to, dun make me do it. if u wan to do ur rubbish den do it somewhere else lahs, dun come n do it at Merlion lahs. arggh! was looking forward to tml. but somehow, i dun really haf tat mood anymore. i dunnoe y but i tink maybe i shld tink everything thru throughly. maybe i shld not haf done wat i regretted. it might change things which i'm afraid will happen. i dunnoe lahs, feeling very vexed now... watever it is, i hope i can forget everything n be happy again. working so many days at Merlion during my holidays really gave me alot of happiness. joy tat i once had. finally it's all coming back. but then again, i feel tat it's leaving me again. i truly wish to be really happy again. wish to be able to really smile from e bottom of my heart. again, again n again...*y do i haf carry such a heavy heart today?*
She lives vividly in my memories
8:25 pm
