Saturday, October 28, 2006
28 Oct 06, 4.30a.mdamn... jus reached hm. took a night walk wif my frens jus now n landed at a fren's hse. watched some damn funny show called " Kung Fu Majong 2 ". damn funny lahs. then went to e coffee shop n talked some cock wif my frens. it was fun to look back at e past things we did together, those happy memories...sometimes i wonder y God is so unfair at times...my fren has a cute GF tat loves him. she love him so much but my fren like always take her for granted. like so bad lohs. they had XXX n now it's still uncertain if e gal is pregnant anot cos my fren came in her lohs. so in abt a week's time, e results might come. i wish my fren all e best bahs. having a kid now will definitely affect their future lohs. dun my fren get it? e gal loves him! y does he continue to behave like this? i believe when a nice decent gal haf XXX wif her BF, it shows tat she really likes e guy. i haf no doubts abt tat. i jus hope tat he treats her better n all things go well for them...me? ai yahs, same old story. nth much to talk abt. at least i'm feeling much better i guess. but i guess unless i find another gal tat loves me, i tink my wounds will never heal completely. unfair? guess so. but life is like this, u can't haf e best of everything. sch is gonna get busy, so tat's sth i can do to keep myself from tinking abt her. but sometimes i really feel lonely. i really hope tat she's doing fine now. i can't be there to make sure she finish her food n tat she get more slp. hope tat her current BF will do it. but watever it is, life continues...* i hope happiness comes one day for me... *
She lives vividly in my memories
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