Friday, October 13, 2006
13 Oct 06, 8.20p.mdots... Fri e 13th. i always will kenna sth on this day. so i dread doing anything on this SUAY day. guess wat? e curse remains...haiz. sad lahs, sometimes certain things shld remain e way they are. jus like "a toad lusting after a swan's flesh" type of situation. maybe i ask for things tat r not right for me, or rather things tat i'm not worthy of...jus really sadden now, i dun wanna say much. those who noe, keep it to urself bahs. if u really wanna noe, ask me in person bahs...to add on, wat i tink i've forgotten, i haf not... it still haunts me. y do u haf to appear in my dreams? i hope to be happy, i really do wish. JOYCE, will u leave my mind? i hope both of us will be happy. maybe u're happy now, but i'm not cos i will still tink of u. though seriously i really dun wish to...* i wish to jus die away cos my life sucks... *
She lives vividly in my memories
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