Saturday, October 28, 2006
28 Oct 06, 4.30a.mdamn... jus reached hm. took a night walk wif my frens jus now n landed at a fren's hse. watched some damn funny show called " Kung Fu Majong 2 ". damn funny lahs. then went to e coffee shop n talked some cock wif my frens. it was fun to look back at e past things we did together, those happy memories...sometimes i wonder y God is so unfair at times...my fren has a cute GF tat loves him. she love him so much but my fren like always take her for granted. like so bad lohs. they had XXX n now it's still uncertain if e gal is pregnant anot cos my fren came in her lohs. so in abt a week's time, e results might come. i wish my fren all e best bahs. having a kid now will definitely affect their future lohs. dun my fren get it? e gal loves him! y does he continue to behave like this? i believe when a nice decent gal haf XXX wif her BF, it shows tat she really likes e guy. i haf no doubts abt tat. i jus hope tat he treats her better n all things go well for them...me? ai yahs, same old story. nth much to talk abt. at least i'm feeling much better i guess. but i guess unless i find another gal tat loves me, i tink my wounds will never heal completely. unfair? guess so. but life is like this, u can't haf e best of everything. sch is gonna get busy, so tat's sth i can do to keep myself from tinking abt her. but sometimes i really feel lonely. i really hope tat she's doing fine now. i can't be there to make sure she finish her food n tat she get more slp. hope tat her current BF will do it. but watever it is, life continues...* i hope happiness comes one day for me... *
She lives vividly in my memories
4:24 am
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
24 Oct 06, 9.00a.mhaha! was so damn early for work today. reach Merlion at 8.20a.m lohs. n e bus ride today was only 30 mins. damn freaking fast lahs. today hari raya(not sure of e spelling), so happy happy for all my Muslim frens out there! hmmm. my life now? nth much to say actually. sch? e pace is slowly increasing. but i'm still coping fine. i miss working when i'm at sch. but study is a must! LoL! had 2 gd days of BBALL wif my frens, damn enjoyable. n speeding on e highway in my fren's car. btw, i'm not driving. haha! n some stunts wif e car too. so exciting!!! can't wait to get my driving license n try those stunts myself. dun worry, they're not tat dangerous as u tink it is... ;pmy emotions???tell u guys sth cos u're e few tat r worthy enuff to noe. i'm really tired. i noe i said a thousand times tat i've put e past behind, i dun love her n such. NO! i'm in fact very lonely. i tot wif my fren's company, i wld be fine. but when i'm alone at hm or anywhere else, i feel fear n loneliness...i guessed i lost didn't i? checked her friendster profile jus now n saw their pic. but i guess they broke up already bahs. cos tat pic wrote " those were the days". or maybe not? i dunnoe n i really dun care. all i wan is to forget her, sth which is difficult for me...maybe i really loved her during our short 6 months n 18 days together. i dunnoe. those sweet memories will stay wif me but i wan to forget e pain. it's really hard. when ppl talk abt her to me or vice versa, i'll put on a brave front n say all kind of things to make myself look strong. but deep down, i'm not...* e confused one *
She lives vividly in my memories
9:10 am
Thursday, October 19, 2006
19 Oct 06, 12.20a.mok, haven blog in awhile. so sorry to my fans. haha! as if i haf any...so far so gd i would say abt myself. sch was fine. not really into full swing yet. but it'll be busy soon. btw, i managed to appeal to e tourism course for my elective le. i tink working in Sentosa made me choose this path. n i tink if i can go Poly, i wanna go into tourism. cos i'm loving it! LoL!n would like to say sorry to Linda cos i didn't msg her this few days. so sorry k? haha!seriously, i wish i can stop tinking abt HER. i noe i dun love her though i admit tat i still love a bit. but wat's gone is gone. even if i wanna fight, i'll surely lose. so wat's e point? lately keep dreaming abt her. maybe it's becos i keep tinking abt her. i tink GOD gave me a chance to love once in my life n i tink it's over...anyway, Zi Lin called n asked me to go clubbing wif them as it's Saras BDAY!!! haha! seriously, i dun wan to go lahs. tat kind of place is really not for me. but then it's a gd fren's BDAY lehs. how can i not go? arggh!* Erase my memories away n gif me a chance to choose? i would choose to be strong n stay away from love... *
She lives vividly in my memories
12:28 am
Saturday, October 14, 2006
14 Oct 06, 11.50p.mwahs, wat an eventful day. i'm damn shagged lahs...woke up at 5.30a.m today for e stupid photo shoot session at work. stupid lahs, only paid for an hour only. damn tired lahs. then went mac wif Zi Lin they all for breakfast. as i was late, i only ate 2 hashbrowns. then heard from Karen aka "Atrac 5" abt Joyce stuff. i can't believe my ears cos wat they all said is jus so shocking. but i tink they did not lie, they haf no need to. so i'm jus disappointed... was all my wonderful memories a false tale?then went chinatown wif Zi Lin. had a great time disturbing her. then she forget tat she left her phone wif Victor from Sky Tower. then got Ah Boy, myself n her in a frenzy. but thank God, we managed to meet up wif Victor n got e phone back. Phew!then went to JP for ID session wif my fren Raymond. nth special lahs. jus tat i won e wager wif Kai Qi to see who's Altezza will get an Aura first. i won cos i lvl up 2 times n it's now LVL 11! haha! k lahs, dun wan talk so much liaos. damn tired. tml still gonna work 1B lohs. damn shagged now lahs. arggh! tired tired tired...
She lives vividly in my memories
11:55 pm
Friday, October 13, 2006
13 Oct 06, 8.20p.mdots... Fri e 13th. i always will kenna sth on this day. so i dread doing anything on this SUAY day. guess wat? e curse remains...haiz. sad lahs, sometimes certain things shld remain e way they are. jus like "a toad lusting after a swan's flesh" type of situation. maybe i ask for things tat r not right for me, or rather things tat i'm not worthy of...jus really sadden now, i dun wanna say much. those who noe, keep it to urself bahs. if u really wanna noe, ask me in person bahs...to add on, wat i tink i've forgotten, i haf not... it still haunts me. y do u haf to appear in my dreams? i hope to be happy, i really do wish. JOYCE, will u leave my mind? i hope both of us will be happy. maybe u're happy now, but i'm not cos i will still tink of u. though seriously i really dun wish to...* i wish to jus die away cos my life sucks... *
She lives vividly in my memories
8:25 pm
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
11 Oct 06, 12.40p.mnow inside at Bukit Panjang plaza's arcade. cos my stupid com spoil again lahs. arggh!wah seh. staff meeting on e 9th of Oct sucked man. non of the Merlion's staff was nominated for e tourism host award lohs. sucks lahs, it's not tat i wan nominations but then e fact tat e supervisors made Merlion look like a wasteland lohs. like Merlion really sucked. tat was hard for me to take. i believed i worked really hard for Merlion for this past few weeks n e results is really demoralising. dunnoe lahs, e feeling jus sucks lohs...sch gonna start soon, then i won't haf much time to work le. maybe once a week on Sunday lohs. next semester is gonna be very heavy n impt as well. event management lohs. must plan here n there... sians lahs, lost my drive for blogging le.cos com spoil n i never go work for this past 2 days. then can't use com lohs. suddenly e light in my life dimmed again...but there's still hope lahs, later gonna watch "John Tucker must die" at Vivo City wif Linda. really very very long never watch movie liaos. hope it will be gd later. heard tat e movie sucked. but, watever! guess it's who u watch it wif tat's interesting... LoL!* MOODY!!! *
She lives vividly in my memories
12:43 pm
Monday, October 09, 2006
09 Oct 06, 2.30p.mtoday wasn't feeling tat great. dun feel tat happy lahs. dunnoe y also. bought lunch for her lohs. damn lahs, next time i must act blur liaos. everyone like noe i buy for her lunch. arggh! so tired. i didn't noe walking ard Sentosa can be so tiring. maybe i getting old? or i too long never exercise liaos?sians. later got staff meeting n tat stupid Saras ask me to represent Merlion n gif a presentation of incidents at Merlion. arggh! stress ar!!!k lahs, gtg liaos. gotta get back to work le.
She lives vividly in my memories
2:34 pm
Sunday, October 08, 2006
08 Oct 06, 8.35p.mworked today, wasn't a gd one. i didn't get a damn scolding or wat so ever. in case u guys forgot, it's e 8th today. i dunnoe y i can still tink of her. i tot i had already moved on? i dunnoe y on e 8th of every month i will haf flash-backs. damn i hate e 8th man! women had periods n y do i haf to be like a women? feel miserable on a certain day of a month? sorry to all women out there but this is how i feel now...i feel so tired, didn't haf e will to make a visit to e Merlion a memorable one for e tourist. but i still did wat i had to do. i even walked a guest all e way to e bus stop. arggh! watever, i dun feel happy today. my life could haf been worse if not for e Angel tat shone light into my life. she controled my demons in me n made me smile. how can i live without my Angel? i really wanna thank u for all tat u haf done for me this past few days...* i miss you & you, e 2 women lingering in my heart... *
She lives vividly in my memories
8:36 pm
Saturday, October 07, 2006
07 Oct 06, 5.30p.mWARNING!!!ok, i'm damn pissed off now. cos some idiot tried to backstab me while i'm not at work. n i'm gonna unleash my fury here so tat i won't go crazy. so u dun like to see some nasty things being said, pls close this window u're viewing cos i'm not gonna hold anything back...i once lost a part time job tat i loved due to some office politics. i work there part time for like 2 yrs plus cos i really enjoyed myself there. n now there's this bitch who backstabbed me n it so happens tat i'm loving my job rite now. gal gal, u're in deep shit.this bitch called AZIZAH is jus a intern from some dumb sch. then is here at Sentosa for attachment. b4 she came to Merlion, she is already screwing up some other attraction. i heard damn alot of bad stuff abt her but i jus chose to believe wat i see. n slowly slowly, she's reavealing her fox tail to me...when Saras n Kana is not ard, Guatha told me to take gd care of the Merlion. n he did warn me abt AZIZAH n her bullshit. i tot it was nth, how wrong i was! this sickening bitch had an affair wif Adhwa lahs. she haf a BF de ok! bitch lahs, i despise such women like her. then always act like she's e IC when Saras n Kana is not ard. then when i'm ard, act like she's so "innocent". pls lahs, go n die can anot!u wan to screw up at Merlion by all means go ahead. but dun come n piss me off gal, cos u never see b4 wat kind of demons there're inside me. i'm a gentle giant ok, i can take a whole load of bullshit from assholes n not say a word. but i haf my limits ok! n it jus so happens tat u pushed me pass my limits. i rmb e last 2 times i got angry, i punched both of them ok! i regretted punching my frens last time n i'm not going to do it again. i'm trying to turn over a new leaf but y do u this stupid bitch wan to make me reveal e demons i had sealed within me! arggh! damn pissed off lahs. this is wat happened lahs. Firdaus n i did closing n i did everything ok! he was breaking fast wif all e other muslim staff ok! n i didn't do a damn thing wrong. so dun come n write in e Merlion log book tat i didn't do this n tat ok! fuck u lahs, then still come n act innocent when i dropped ny yesterday at Merlion. hate this kind of ppl lahs... pls lahs, u wan to play rite? i'll play wif u. i'll spill all e beans on u lohs. simple as tat. see e supervisors believe u or me lohs. i was a bad boy last time k? dun come n try ruin e happiness i'm having now. screw u lahs, say do report then in e end when i check, NOTHING inside. then can talk on e phone for 1 hrs plus during working hrs lahs. there's more ok. but i'm not going to say more. Saras got sth up her sleave n i'm gonna make sure tat she gets wat she wants. AZIZAH, u're going down. HARD! damn it lahs, i haven been angry for so long liaos. y must u push me past my limits? y try t take away sth tat can bring me happiness. u noe how long i took to get over my ex gf anot! n i still can't forget her but at least it's not so painful now. n work makes me happy! dun try n take it away from me! arggh! screw u lahs, i hope u burn in hell forever!if u haf read till this point, i admire ur courage to see e angry side of me. i apologise to u having to read this whole load of bullshit. i really hate it when ppl try to take sth tat i love away from me. my anger is sth i've been trying hard to contain. i'm only half-way there. n i promise i'll change for e good...* i've sinned... i dun wish my demons to dominate me again. i wan to be a gd person. i wan to turn over a new leaf. dun take it away from me... *
She lives vividly in my memories
5:30 pm
07 Oct 06, 1.15p.marggh! another boring off day!!! so decided to blog awhile bahs...k lahs, woke up at 10a.m today cos i slept early last nite at 12.30a.m lohs. then went on-line awhile lohs. then when i read Yahoo news, e PSI was 119 as at 9a.m. damn freaky lahs. spoil my mood lohs. i wanted to play bball de lohs. then i tot abt it awhile then decided to jus play lohs. i dun haf any breathing problems wat! ;pthen went for an hour of bball self-practise lohs. ok, my stamina sucked big time. n my knees dun feel tat strong as it was last year. n obviously from e game i played 2 weeks back, i got no strength to play Center lahs. keep getting bumped n pushed out of position for rebounds. n my jumping ability decreased also. arggh! tat's bad!haha! now for wat's still good or rather still there. hmmm. my accuracy n shooting stance is still there. i worked alot on my shooting de hor. mai siao siao. then my post moves still there too. my "Hook" shot still gd sia. haha! jus tat now i can only do it wif my left hand lohs. last time can do it wif both hands de. =( n 1 more thing, i can shoot 3 pointers liaos. kinda weird cos i dunnoe since when i can shoot 3 pointers de lohs. hmmm. i dunnoe lahs. haha! i forgot to add sth. i can't DUNK liaos. maybe i'm getting heavier? or i really haven been working on it? dunnoe lahs. i miss those training sessions in Sch, RongDa(Eng Tat Hornets) n Zhenghua CSC. really miss those times. suddenly i feel stupid, give up my playing career becos of love... *sighs* but i never regretted...sians lahs, now stuck at hm lohs. e haze is getting better liaos. now PSI stands at abt 105 like tat. so maybe i'll go out later? go town to shop for clothes or wat? i dunnoe lehs. sians ar!!!* sometimes playing bball made me tink of e past happy times tat i had wif my frens n "her". i really wish to be happy n play bball again. but sometimes it really saddens me... *
She lives vividly in my memories
1:19 pm
Friday, October 06, 2006
06 Oct 06, 11.45p.mhmmm. went Sentosa earlier. u all noe for wat lahs. haha! so i wun say so much. anyway, e "surprise" didn't really say surprise her lahs. dunnoe lehs, didn't really feel e element of surprise from her lohs. anyway, went Marina Square wif her for abt 2 hrs? it was pretty fun lahs. lalala~ tell u all so much for wat? ;pthen she soon went for Bible study liaos. then Serene ask Porky asked me go find her lohs. actually she wanna meet me up for dinner but i already had dinner wif Linda lohs. so sorry porky!then while waiting for Porky n her fren, i went ard Cineleisure walk walk lohs. was hoping to be able to buy at least a shirt lohs. i fancied a shirt from "Leftfoot" n another shirt from "Nike". e shirt from "Leftfoot" was nice but then it costed $60 lohs. no way! too EX!!! then e one from "Nike" wasn't bad at all. it's a brown "Nike" shirt wif simple words on them. i always liked brown "Nike" shirts but then always dun haf e colour. arggh! then this time, no SIZE!!! i'm too FAT!!! haha! no lahs, only left "M" size then for "Nike" shirts i always wear "L" or "XL" depending on cutting. "M" is jus too small for me... =(k lahs, gonna watch my "AND 1" vcd lohs. since no decent tv shows now. i really miss playing bball n this stupid f**king haze is really irritating my eyes n my face. arggh! damn angry lahs! hope tml i get to play bball wif my frens even though there's haze lohs... *sighs** i wan to play bball lahs! *
She lives vividly in my memories
11:54 pm
6 Oct 06, 2.00p.mtoday i off lahs! haha! now going to blog awhile b4 going out. today wanna go shopping cos my Dad jus gave me $200! haha! but cos i owe my Mum $$$, then only left wif $100 lohs. plus my pay for 5th Oct only $90 lohs. TMD! so little!!! no money ar!!!k lahs, today Linda is having a very bad day lahs. n i tink she's very very tired. so guess wat i'm gonna do? i'm going gif her a little surprise lahs! haha! okok, hold ur applauses lahs. i noe i'm a nice guy. LoL! kk. now i going to bathe then zoom out liaos. if i dun get to surprise her, i'll be disappointed too. n i wanna buy a Buttoned shirt, a T-shirt or maybe a pair of shorts. dunnoe lahs. not say alot of money for me to work on. wait till 19th Oct bahs. then i'll be rich. hold ur horses ar! dun expect me to treat u all hor. but i already promised someone i'm gonna treat HER liaos. haha! get e hint? ;p
She lives vividly in my memories
2:08 pm
Thursday, October 05, 2006
05 Oct 06, 8.00p.mwahs. work was tiring today man. but it was as always, VERY FUN & SATISFYING. bought lunch for Linda today lohs. cos she working at Fort ticketing, then no time to buy lunch lohs. then i made her come to Merlion to eat lahs. wahaha! then i decided to be a nice guy n told her tat lunch is on me. haha! though lunch was short n was soon over, it was fun. also got alot of funny sms lohs. but dun wan tell u all lehs. k lahs, jus one. there's sth abt "Merlinda". got chance then tell u all if u interested lahs. then today did sth gd lahs, helped a guest who is having breathing difficulties due to e bloody haze. these indonesians damn inconsiderate lahs. burn wat forest!? then we poor Singaporean haf to suffer lahs. NB. i throw bomb there then u all noe. haha! back to where i was saying, i guided e guest ard Merlion n carried wif me a Bandage as i can't find a mask jus in case e guest needed some form of filter for e polluted air. then gave him a gd guided tour at the head of e Merlion. told him lots of things abt Singapore n Sentosa. tink i did a job well done! then e tour guide of the group wanted to write a compliment letter for me but i dun wan lahs. i jus feel weird lahs. helping ppl is not abt being recognised for ur effort. it's all abt ur dedication to make a tour ard Merlion a pleasant one. tat's wat i firmly believe.OMG, still can't believe i'm doing all these things lately. really think i'm going nuts liaos. wat happen to me? haha! dunnoe n dun care lahs. i jus wan to be happy n from my work, i'm really feeling very happy...* finally joy from e bottom of my heart. i wish of more of these times to happen to me! *
She lives vividly in my memories
8:02 pm
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
04 Oct 06, 10.00p.myeahs! i got my results le! i got GPA 3.688 lohs. round off 3.7 lahs. i'm damn happy! i got 2 As n 1 B. got A for Office n Business Fundemetals n a B for Accounting Fundementals. damn happy can anot! for e first time in my life i felt i've achieved sth significant in my rotting life. finally a spark tat might ignite e determination in me to succeed in my life...i shared my joys wif her, joyce. all she said is "Good. Keep it up!". though it's only 4 words, it's enuff. i hope she is well now. i wish her all e best in her exams n hope she can get gd grades...jus now went back to Merlion to check my results lohs. cos my com at hm can't view e page. then after knowing my results, i waited awhile for Linda lohs. then we went out of e island together. had a little chat lahs. then i saw this "ti koh" ang moh keep looking at her sia. arggh! then after tat i told Linda lahs. then she say she dunnoe lohs. haha! then i told her tat tat ang moh must be a spanish guy. then Linda asked y? then b4 i can reply, she realised i was disturbing her. cos last time got spanish tourist say tat her name means beautiful in spanish lohs. haha! it was fun disturbing her!!! ;pthen after tat she left for City Hall as she's meeting her fren for dinner lohs. hmmm. time wif her was short but sweet. lalala~ she's working at Fort ticketing tml lohs. sians. firstly she'll knock off early n i'm working till 8.30p.m. secondly, won't get to see her till dunnoe when lahs. so sad sad lohs... =(kk. can't wait for tml to come lohs. cos i'll be back to work at Merlion! =) =) =)* i feel happy but at e same time got this confused feelings in my heart... "
She lives vividly in my memories
10:03 pm
04 Oct 06, 1.35p.m| Your Kissing Technique Is: Perfect |
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kk, i'm now stuck at hm wif nth to do n i'm so damn bored. everyone is either working or studying lohs. n guess wat, today is e day i get my Semester 1 result lohs. everyone is like asking one another "wat's ur result". seriously, i dun wanna noe my results. pretty confident for my Office Fundementals n quite confident to be able to get at least a B for Business Fundementals. but Accounting Fudementals lehs? arggh! i dun wanna noe!!! damn bored now lohs, actually wanted to msg Linda de. but then today she working at Sky Tower as dunnoe wat "INFO" de. walk ard providing info to tourist i guess? shld be quite busy lahs, dun wanna disturb her. actually wanted to ask her out to play bball de, cos she is actually not working today. but nvm lahs, next time bahs. next wed we going to watch movie lohs. anyone not working wanna come? i haven watch a movie since i broke up wif joyce lohs. haha! n i'm gonna be a gd boy n bring my mum to Sentosa next tues! dunnoe lehs, lately i like keep doing alot of things i never do b4. like committing myself to work n caring for my family. hmmm. like gd stuff lahs. even though most ppl noe me as a "nice guy", i noe i'm not perfect. my past be it sch, love, family n discipline is sth tat i'm not very proud of during my younger years. i'm working hard to change for e better... haiz. my poor mum, she's starting to haf health probs n probs at work too. i guess when u get old, this kinda things happen. to me, she is e greatest woman living on earth now. cos she single-handedly brought up my sis n i wif jus O levels education. how much can she earn? i wonder how she does it sometimes. it's jus so amazing. so i jus wanna do sth little for her n take her out for a walk. sth tat i have not done since i was a little "cute" boy. dunnoe y lately i'm behaving like this. suddenly i feel tat i'm living my life wif some meaning now. last time dun wan to work or when dun need to work, i'll be damn happy lahs. but now? never work feel as if e world has become dull. wat's wrong wif me!!! like experiencing puberty again. i noe this example a bit weird but it kinda feels this way. arggh! i dunnoe lahs.sians lahs, wat shld i do now? go find a com n get my results or wat? damn sians now lahs. arggh!* there's sth seriously wrong wif me... "
She lives vividly in my memories
2:04 pm
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
03 Oct 06, 11.10p.mhmmm. jus got back hm, so jus tot of blogging abt today. quite fun! =)let's talk abt work first. today was quite peaceful till maybe abt evening bahs, as e usual suspects SH Tours will bring their ever huge groups into Merlion at abt 6 plus. Surprisingly, Azizah didn''t gif me much prob n i had fun conducting training for Cindy n Juana. i jus so love to work at Merlion. gives me all e satisfaction i need lohs. so loving it!!!then guess who's at Merlion? Linda lohs. haha! very happy to see her working there, dunnoe y lahs. then we jus keep talking lohs. for e 1st time i tink in weeks, i stayed outside at e ticket trip for so long lohs. haha!hmmm. then after work, i waited for her n we went for dinner at Burger King. she had mushroom swiss while i had my fav meal chicken whooper plus e most IMPT side dish ONION RINGS!!! haha! i jus love it so much. didn't haf e chance to eat it for quite long liaos lohs. haha! then we had a great time talking to each other. talked abt quite alot of things. got talk abt my ex joyce also lahs. but it's already e past. who cares? gotta move on lohs. still dun really understand y she must haf a christian as her BF but as long as she can be happy, i guess it's right! but can consider a free-thinker? LoL!k lahs, i tink u all n herself noe tat i haf a liking for her lahs. but then u all n as well as myself noe tat's not possible lahs. so e liking will jus remain jus as it is, i guess it won't haf much progress bahs. but but... it'll be nice to haf a fren like her. wat she said made me understand more then wat's on e surface. so she's kinda special n beautiful too. haha! Linda u dun got freaked out hors. hehe. jus hope we can jus spend more time together. haha!sth she said also knocked some sense into me. afterall, i'm still in my teens. 19 only lohs. ( say 9-teen, get it? teenager de "teen"?) LoL! still considered quite young lahs, shld do more things other then finding love bahs. shld learn to live my life to e fullest while i kind of still haf e "freedom" bahs. haha! "dun seek love, let love seek U!"wah seh. i wan to tell either Kana or Saras tat i dun wan off days liaos. cos when i not working, i feel so damn bored. my frens can't make it to play bball tml lohs. then i dun feel like spending $ on playing ID, seriously considering to quit e game. i wan to buy new clothes n haf a new pair of bball shoes so tat i can play bball!!! n maybe invest some $$$ to haf a new hairstyle tat is cool n trendy but at e same time suitable for me bahs? haha!sians lahs, Linda u gd lohs, get to work at Sky Tower as "Info", which is sth tat u like. then me lehs, rot at hm only lohs. sians sia. arggh! kk. u enjoy ur work tml bahs.*my tainted past still haunts me, i wished i never left her a scar...*
She lives vividly in my memories
11:15 pm
Monday, October 02, 2006
2nd Oct 06, 8.45p.marggh! did sth today which made me feel confused. i'm not sure if doing it will benefit me but i hope it will turn out well for me...phew! today was a busy day at work. 1241 ppl coming to e Merlion on a Monday? tat's alot lohs. finally got to see Juana, e new staff. it's her 2nd day while there's Cindy, her 1st day at work at Merlion. Poor Juana, today she was scolded by a tour guide cos she mistook him as a tour leader n asked him to buy a ticket. luckily i was there to explain n rectify e prob. phew.me? i didn't haf a fantastic day either. jus called e supervisor to check if Azizah called them to inform tat she's leaving early as she's sick. den Kana noe lahs, then come n nag at me lohs. sians lahs. sometimes i wonder if i'm working too hard. maybe i should not carry too many burdens on my shoulder. but i really enjoy my work, gives me a sense of responsiblity tat i never had. i dunnoe lahs, jus trying to improve e impression ppl haf abt Merlion being e worst attraction when it comes to "Standard Operation Procedures" n in terms of Quality of Service. n i wanna complain abt tat Azizah today. she's a bitch man. sorry to use this kind of words here but i can't find a better word for her liaos. she is slowly revealing her fox tail to me, watever bad things ppl r saying abt her is coming true. i've been seeing everything unfolding infront of me. i jus dun wan to make a big issue abt it. i can if i wan to, dun make me do it. if u wan to do ur rubbish den do it somewhere else lahs, dun come n do it at Merlion lahs. arggh! was looking forward to tml. but somehow, i dun really haf tat mood anymore. i dunnoe y but i tink maybe i shld tink everything thru throughly. maybe i shld not haf done wat i regretted. it might change things which i'm afraid will happen. i dunnoe lahs, feeling very vexed now... watever it is, i hope i can forget everything n be happy again. working so many days at Merlion during my holidays really gave me alot of happiness. joy tat i once had. finally it's all coming back. but then again, i feel tat it's leaving me again. i truly wish to be really happy again. wish to be able to really smile from e bottom of my heart. again, again n again...*y do i haf carry such a heavy heart today?*
She lives vividly in my memories
8:25 pm
Sunday, October 01, 2006
1st Oct 06, 12.45p.myeahs! October liaos! haha! 4 more days to pay day! haha!hmmm. now working at Merlion lohs. having my break tat will end at 1p.m. today got 1 new full-timer coming to Merlion. her name i forgot liaos but then her nickname is called "Mi Lu" which means "lost". i'm not gonna say e whole story on how her nick came to be... she quite smart lahs, teach her once then noe everything le. this kind of staff i like... haha! hmmm. today Linda not working. =( she went to church lohs. then monday also not working lohs. sad lahs. but then tuesday she coming Merlion Ticket booth!!! haha! *smile smile* u all ar, esp Sentosa staff, dun go ard spreading news like a plague can anot ar? i n her r jus frens only!!! say till wat got "scandal". so -_-" lohs. but but... she is beautiful lahs. n a normal guy like me will be attracted to pretty gals like her lohs. but whether we can develop from frens to e next stage is still an unknown. so relax k? haha! ok lahs, i admit. i haf a liking for her! but... it's not love yet. ;p*can't see her for 2 days, i'm starting to miss her already. haha!**can't get her outta my mind!!!*
She lives vividly in my memories
12:56 pm
