Friday, September 29, 2006
29 sept 06, 9.00a.mblogging at work place now. tat stupid firdaus was so damn early today. wassup wif him man? eat wrong medicine i tink... -_-"damn. yesterday shouldn't haf called her. jus wanted to noe how's she is doing only. she's still in great pain. she told me she broke down infront of her frens a few days back n shocked them big time. y can she jus forget n move on? i told her tat i wished to be her soulmate. someone who can share her probs wif. tat sounds damn naive i noe. but though there's no more love between us, i hope there's at least friendship left for us. i really pray hard for her happiness. i jus wan to stand from afar n see her being happy, tat's all. i noe wat i did is shameful n caused her great pain. i truly wish tat she will be happy...though i really wish to move on, i can't do it knowing tat she's still very affected by wat happened last time, e huge scar i left her. i dunnoe wat to do lahs, to move on or not? or at least wait till she's ok then move on? damn...
She lives vividly in my memories
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