Wednesday, September 27, 2006
27th sept 06, 9.15p.mhad a phone call wif gina, talked abt joyce. we talked for abt 4 hrs plus lohs, from 1 a.m to 5 a.m lohs. haha! wat she said made me wake up. some of e things tat happened between joyce n i really made me confused. if she's still worth my love. wat's interesting was tat most of wat she said is so similar to wat Zi Lin said. haiz. when she deleted my blog, she wiped my memories away...hope i can really forget her. even if she wants to patch back, i tink our fate ended. really ended. all i wan now is for her to forgive me. n from there, i will move on bahs. hope time will heal all wounds. let her n myself be able to live a life w/o each other...i really hope tat she really didn't delete my blog. cos i still wan to haf those memories wif me. though i seriously noe tat we're over but i still wan to look back to those happy times. y can't i jus haf tat simple wish? enuff lahs, went sentosa wif serene today. very fun! we went to Merlion, Images Of Singapore and Sky Tower. damn fun lahs! had lots of crazy photo taking sessions wif her lohs. then we had our picture taken by Kodak. cost abt $6 lohs. not bad lahs, quite nice lehs! then went plaza sing to eat. hehe. missed those times we had lunch together n can talk abt anything under e sun.i really dunnoe lahs. i jus wanna be happy. i noe it's really really over. i haf goals in my life n i wanna achieve them. i wanna do well in ITE n get gd grades. managed pretty well but i really regreted being depressed during e crucial period b4 my semester exams. y do i haf to tink of her at tat time? make me feel so hard to concentrate lohs. if i can't get at least a 3.0 GPA for my 1st semester exams, i'm really gonna kick myself in e ass big time. damn it! i really wan to do well...
She lives vividly in my memories
9:17 pm
